It's junior year, and Billie has her eyes set on the new girl. Everyone has their own theory about Billie's sex life, but what they don't know is that she's possibly the most innocent one at school. Francesca, originally from the Bay Area, moves to Los Angeles at the start of junior year for her dad's work. She's a very self-confident girl and admittedly struggles with her sexuality, but who doesn't? She's used to having those silly school crushes, although one classmate seems to lure her in more than others. But Billie's just a hallway crush, right? billie is g!p top ranks: #1 in gp: 12/9/23 & 9/17/25 #1 in wwafawdwg: 10/15/23 #1 in dsam: 1/19/23 #1 in happierthanever: 4/29/23 #1 in hitmehardandsoft: 9/14/24 #1 in billieeilishsmut: 4/21/25 #1 in billiesmut: 4/10/24 #2 in billie: 3/27/25 #2 in billieeilishfanfic: 5/10/23 #4 in selfharmawareness: 9/21/23 #4 in lesbian: 12/5/23 #4 in eilish: 4/6/23 #4 in billieoconnell: 7/28/23 #5 in wlw: 4/6/23 #23 in gxg: 12/9/23 #48 in billieeilish: 1/19/24 #54 in lgbtq: 4/6/23

[you don't understand what i'm capable of, do you?] this story contains mature themes, read at your own risk ♡

Macy. The poster child of the youngest from a bible bashing Christian family. Devoted to Jesus and her church, Macy is as innocent as a baby lamb. A shelter child with an annoyingly large amount of positivity. With over protective parents she's never experienced... anything. However, when asked to repair the churches old piano that was vandalised by an enraged intruder she begins to learn there is more to life than devoting herself to a book just because she is told to.

Ava DaSilva is the quiet, straight-A student-introverted, drama-free, and perfectly content with just her sister and her best friend by her side. She keeps her head down, her grades up, and her heart locked tight. Then Billie O'Connell transfers in. Tattooed, fearless, and carrying a reputation that makes people whisper. Billie sees Ava and decides she's hers-no negotiations, no exceptions. Nothing will stand in her way. But Billie comes with baggage: a gang-affiliated life, dangerous friends, and secrets that could burn everything down. Ava has never been one to chase trouble, and Billie is trouble in every way. Is the pull between them strong enough to survive Billie's world... or will it be too much for Ava to handle?

"You're so fucked up Billie." "Aren't we all fucked up in this house? Lighten up kitten." copyright 2019 @tcsticles

-𝒐𝒉 𝒏𝒐, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "We're sending you to boarding school. In America." When Lynx's girlfriend dies, her parents are left with other choice but to send her to boarding school to straighten out her grades. They want her to get over Chelssy's death. Maybe meet someone new. And oh boy, does that happen. Billie. Billie Eilish. The girl notorious for breaking people's hearts without so much as batting an eyelid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏- 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆

"𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨." 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬.

[sequel] i'd never leave you if it was up to me. unfortunately, it was never up to me. - lower case intentional

"can't sleep." she said shortly, turning over. when rae is forced to share a tent with her bully on a school trip, they both face the same nightmarish struggles. lower case intentional. [tw] contains mentions of sleep paralysis, insomnia, nightmares etc. gxg

for joli, it was always about being in control of everything. until she met billie, who had grown to love the feeling of never being in control. tw: contains graphic mentions of eating disorders, self harm, overworking, panic attacks etc.