❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

When a spiders prey gets tangled in its web, the more it struggles, the worse it gets. And that's where Peter is; in the web of depression. - TW: Self harm, suicide, eating disorders, etc. - ALSO, THIS IS SPOILER-FREE FROM ENDGAME AND INFINITY WAR. THIS IS SAFE TO READ.

Peter, a 15 year-old, has so many responsibilities carried onto his back, he's only so young to be covered in countless of bruises, not only from being the friendly neighbourhood Spider-Man, but also from behind the closed doors. He could only take it so far before he would break and crumble. --- Δ Trigger warning! Δ : Abuse, panic attacks Might be triggering to some people, please tell someone if you're dealing with something similar like this. You're all amazing and if you want to talk, I'm here for you. Love you and take care! --- #1 in sadpeterparker #1 in spiderkid #1 in lotsofangst #2 in mayparker

May stepped closer, putting one hand on his chest and pushing him back against the wall. Peter flinched, saying the words he knew she wanted to hear even though it was too late to pacify her. "I'm sorry, ma'am. It won't happen again, ma'am. I swear." Chapters 1-7 was co-written with DarkangelLolo

Peter Parker is a 16 year old boy who is also the vigilante Spider-man. But he's also an orphan who is depressed and self-harms. He is abused by the owner of the orphanage and is bullied at school. He feels like he's worthless, he beleives he's worthless, he thinks that there's no reason for him to be alive. If he wasn't Spider-man then he would have killed himself a long time ago, but he has a city to protect, so no matter how much he wants to, he just can't kill himself. But soon he starts to question wheather he really is helping the city or not, and soon he beleives that the best thing he can do is commit suicide, so he tries, but a certain tin-can saves him. Will Tony and Steve be able to help Peter? Will they find out about his misfortunes and the fact that he's Spider-man? What happens when they decide they want to know more about the little vigilante and end up finding out some less than happy things? What happens when peter get's an internship at Stark inndustries? Read to find out! WARNING THIS STORY CONTAINS Spideypool Stony Self Harm Suicidal Thoughts Abuse Attempted Suicide Bullying Enjoy!

*COMPLETED* Being Peter Parker sure has ups and downs. Mostly downs. After being shot and left behind, Peter needs Tonys help. Things start getting safer for them both, when Peter gets kidnapped and tortured by a very...personal person. How will Peter react? Will he live? I don't know. See for yourself. I don't own any characters, besides one or two OC. (The plot is mine) the cover is not mine, screen shotted from Pinterest. the story takes place after homecoming and far from home, as well as civil war. all the avengers have made up, yet tony and Steve don't really talk too much. no one besides Tony knows he's Spiderman (at the start) Also- the first few chapters really suck and I'll probably re-edit them to make more sense, so please stick with it, it gets better!

A story in which Peter Parker thinks and says that he's fine, but really isn't. Tony notices. TRIGGER WARNING: Panic attacks and possibly other mental health issues- may include self harm, I'm not sure yet. ON HIATUS- NEW CHAPTERS SOON

A story about Peter Parker and his abusive aunt, and how Tony Stark shows him how to fight his demons. *** summary; Peter Parker's aunt, May Parker, has only ever known darkness. Despite living in an abusive household, Peter still remains hopeful in such a tormenting world, maintaining the belief that people are truly good at heart. And when Tony Stark walks into Peter's life, he felt as though he were living the dream. ...Until a dangerous organization contacts Peter. He knows he's in danger and, this time, he won't be able to save himself on his own. *** warnings and side notes; ! DON'T read this story if you get triggered by subjects like abuse, depression, suicide/suicidal thoughts, panic attacks, etc. ! there won't be any romantic relationships involving peter ! only ships that were canon before infinity war will be included ! this is tom holland's spider-man ! we're pretending civil war & infinity war & everything after homecoming didn't happen :) ! other avengers will be in it (yay!) ! cover art by the artist david nakayama ! the majority of the characters belong to MARVEL (only the villains and background characters are made up by me!)

Peter Parker was hurt and the avengers saved him but he's been homeless. So what now?

⚠️this book is very mature it contains highly triggering scenes throughout. Please read carefully and stay safe always💛⚠️ Peter is alone in more ways than one and this starts to take a toll on his mental health. He no longer cares about things he loved and loses himself. At the last moment when he tries to give up, he is saved by Tony Stark. His father figure helps him reach his happy bubbly self no matter what it takes. They fight together through the thick and thin of his pain, on the road to recovery.