who would've ever known that one party could change your whole entire life? "don't leave, please." "i wasn't planning on it, mama."

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

a spin-off of "addiction" and "overcome" :) ============================== billie and jessie have high expectations for all of their children, especially jackson. can he live up to them? ============================== "i'm tired of trying to live up to your expectations." ============================== started: 3/18/2021 ended: 4/4/2021

"a whole ass angel," i declared. "the world does not deserve you, billie eilish." she giggled. "you don't think so?" i turned so that i was laying on my back now. i made grabby hands for her, then pulled her so that she was laying on top of me. i cupped her cheeks softly after she propped herself up a bit. "i know so. you're too good for this world; too pure." i murmured as i softly rubbed my thumb against her cheekbone. "yeah?" "yeah," i confirmed with a nod. "i'm so deadass right now. you are- you're an angel in my eyes." ============================== billie eilish gets bored of the same old 'perfect' life in heaven. she always watches the people on earth. she was envy of them. so one day, she leaves heaven to go see what earth is really like. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== disclaimer: this story is not meant to offend anybody of any religion. it's just for fun. ============================== started: 5/25/2021 ended: 6/21/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #5 in #billieeilish 5/30/2021

"i hate being so far apart from you." ============================== in which billie eilish and casey ladner meet through social media ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 8/14/2021 ended: 9/2/2021

it's her. it has and always will be her. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 9/1/2021 ended: 10/13/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #3 in #billie 9/22/2021

"shut up with that!" billie said as she laughed loudly. "i dunno, bil... i'm just saying, i have a feeling that we're destined to fall in love." i shrugged with a lazy smile. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 10/22/2021 ended: 11/30/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billie 5/2/2022 🏅 #4 in #billieeilish 11/22/2021 🏅 #6 in #lesbian 10/29/2021 🏅 #10 in #lgbt 10/30/2021 🏅 #10 in #lgbtq 10/30/2021 🏅 #13 in #girlxgirl 10/30/2021

"just be patient. we're both learning." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 12/2/2021 ended: 1/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billieeilish 2/9/2022

!!! this is the sequel to my book "addiction" do not read this if you have not read "addiction" !!! ============================== with billie away on tour, jessie has to learn to cope without billie constantly within her reach. will she fall into old habits, or will she overcome her addiction? ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 11/3/2020 ended: 3/18/2021

i suck at descriptions. i can't promise you it'll be good but check it out please 🙃 achieved: #1 in billieeilishsmut #1 in suicideawareness #2 in baird #5 in billieeilishfanfic