⚠️Has some mature content including abuse and other sensitive subjects ⚠️ Something happened to Meredith when she was in college, the story is set at the end of season 2 however the bomb didn't happen but Denny dying did. The timeline is slightly different to greys anatomy, as the hospital has merged with mercy west already and Merediths group is already a resident Any feedback would be greatly appreciated, inspiration was taken from HeavenHearted on FanFiction.Net Also if anyone would like to see something in this story let me know, this is my first fanfic so I hope you all enjoy

This is the sequel to "right person right time" This is a story of a girl named mollie, her life has been very tricky thus far. Neonatal surgeon Addison Montgomery and general surgeon Meredith grey take her in to try and help her recover. Will they be able to cope with her or will they both fall into a darkness along with her. ⚠️General TW for this whole story ⚠️ Mentions of Self harm Suicidal thoughts Rape Addiction

Little Meredith has had a long road ever since she was born. She keeps ending up in the hospital on an almost weekly basis, will they finally find out what's wrong? Or.. Who's causing it? TW Abuse!!!

Addison Montgomery is a world renowned neo-natal surgeon. She is married to a perfect neuro surgeon who she loves. She gets an opportunity to work in Seattle but Derek isn't too fond of the idea. It takes time but she convinces him it's for the best and they leave for Seattle. Meredith Grey is a well know General surgeon following in her mother's footsteps. She's a runner up for the next chief of surgery at Seattle Grace. She is apart or the perfect power couple of the hospital. But things start to change when Meredith and Addison meet. They slowly start catching feelings for each other that grow stronger each passing second. Will they act on them or keep the hidden from everyone, staying in relationships without any flame.

This story starts in season 1 of Greys Anatomy but I change a few things starting at around season 5. In this book Meredith and Derek live their life peacefully until Meredith doesn't show up to work, doesn't answer her phone and doesn't return home. Where is she? Is she alright? How is Derek and her other coworkers dealing with her missing?

Meredith didn't have the best childhood growing up, but it's not what you think. Her mom, Ellis, was great. She was always there for her, and her Father left right after she was born. But throughout her life she suffered many Chronic illnesses. She was born Pre term, and had problems ever since birth. She is now becoming a surgical intern and her symptoms are striking again. How will her new colleagues react when her status deteriorates? How will they help her cope? TW's will be added if needed but probably not unless blood or diseases makes you squeamish. But I never know what I will end up writing. All characters belong to Shonda Rhimes and abc Network, unless I have designed them myself.

⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of domestic abuse and rape possibly suicidal behavior and eating disorders as well. If this triggers you please do not read! What happens when intern Meredith Grey, meets The Derek Shepherd, World Renown Neuro Surgeon at a bar? What happens if it all falls to pieces? Could the character we all know and love possibly be the cause of her pain? Who will be there to save her? All characters belong to ShondaLand, unless I have created them myself. (Also I do not dislike any of the characters this was just an idea and never happened in the show!)

After Derek picked Addison, Meredith gets in a really dark phase. It's up to her friends to help her get through it before it is too late. One question keeps repeating in her head. Does Derek still love me? ⚠️TW⚠️Suicide (i do not own these characters, they all belong to Shonda Rhimes)

* CURRENTLY BEING EDITED * ALL EDITED CHAPTERS START WITH A NUMBER _________________________________ In our lifetimes we are given many options. Stupid little choices We decide what schools we want to go to, what color shoes we're going to wear, orange or apple, paper or plastics Its these choices that shape who we are. What happens when the right path isn't as clear as it once was? What happens when mistakes are made that can't be fixed? What happens when one teeensie little choice changes everything? And that one meaningless decision means the difference between life... ... and death? Meredith Grey made a choice once. 🔞⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS:⚠️🔞 Graphic descriptions of: Sexual assult Physical and emotional abuse Violence Mature scenes Strong Language If you are sensitive to any of these topics please do not continue, if you still want to read, every chapter is marked with the relevant warnings and chapters with smut have warnings where the actual smut begins and ends incase you don't feel comfortable reading.