𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑 He's everything I want and need...to stay away from. Reid Cathan's doesn't do grimy, he doesn't do alleyways and dark nights alone out in the cold and most importantly, he doesn't do me. I'm here because his mom took me in, not because of him and his stupid basketball reputation that has everyone wrapped around his finger. Not because he wards off anyone bad, not because we go to the same school now and definitely not because for three out of seven days a week I spend my nights at his home, in the bedroom next to his. ✉︎ ✉︎ ✉︎ 𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐃 Winter Castillo is moms favourite girl, she loves her like she loves anything else - with her entire heart. But Winter is the opposite. She's closed off, she keeps to herself, she's lonely by choice. She only lets me in, when no ones there to see it. Not even the sun. ✉︎ ✉︎ ✉︎ Perfection is a long shot, but they're pretty close. Except Winter doesn't want to give. And all Reid's used to, is to take.

CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BEING REWRITTEN!

He walks me backwards, getting dangerously close to the edge of the building. "You're a suicidal maniac and you don't even know it." He looks me up and down, lowering his tone. "But I see right through you darling" - - In which a troubled girl with insomnia meets the new boy in town, who happens to struggle with the same disorder. When fate continues to bring them closer, she inevitably catches feelings; with only 3 problems standing in the way. 1, Her incredibly controlling boyfriend. 2, Her raging trust issues. And 3, the new boy's secret past, which once revealed with change her life forever and thrust her into a journey she never could have prepared for. - - - Content warning: Contains themes of depression, murder,, suicidal thoughts, sh, substance abuse, deep discussions, etc. If any of these trigger you, I don't advise reading on <3

"Why are you mad?" My question came out in parts, heavy almost, as I worked on slowing my heart rate, which seem to have sky rocketed after whatever that was that we just did. With heated eyes his hands pressed me closer to him "Mad about how I should've done this sooner." He kissed me again, but slowly this time, more tenderly as if to savour every taste of me. My body reacted in a way I didn't know it could and I found myself savouring all of him along with the electric pulse flowing through my blood. *** One month, one boy next door, one last wish. For seventeen-year-old River Collins, death has always been close by. If she runs too hard, she could die. If she doesn't take her pills, she could die and if she doesn't receive a heart transplant within the new month then she will die. But during her last month, a new family moves in next door and all of a sudden the adventure junkie, thrill seeking and hot soccer player: Derek Matthews walks into her life. Rivers' congenital heart disease has always held her back from experiencing life's wildest thrills but with this new boy in town maybe that can change. And who knows, maybe love is the cure to a dying heart? **** I HARDLY STARTED WRITING AND THIS PLOT ALREADY GOT ME CRYING!!! 😭 y'all gonna need tissues at some point