Nicole has always been ... different. Preferring to dress in black and spending hours oogling over musicians has gained her the reputation of a "freak" by her fellow students. Pinned down by a life of depression, bullying and an uncertain future, Nicole feels as if things will never get any better. But when fate knocks on her front door, will she answer or will she stay forever in the dark?

*DISCLAIMER* I am no longer in use of this account, nor any of my stories, I am no longer a huge BVB fan and I know my stories have horrible grammar and false information and the plot/storyline can be a bit weird at times but I am very thankful for anyone and everyone who has read or reads my stories. Thanks x Ella Pitorez is a 17 year old girl who likes her music loud ! Ella's family is quite dysfunctional though so normally Ella is running away. Ella's school life is Horrible getting called Emo & fat every day isn't her example of getting an education ! So most nights Ella's is at her what she calls 'silent seat' in the dark & enjoys it a lot, it's like a park bench & she goes there most nights ! Until one night she meets 'smoker boy'...

Currently under major major major editing. Possibly adding chapter anywhere necessary.

What happens when love doesn't connect to you. When your mother dies in a horrible accident. And your abusive father gets arrested. And you. You get taken away....to an orphanage where they tell you everything will be better. But is it...is everything better? [Highest Rank Fan Fiction: #5] [Current Rank Fan Fiction: #34] #1 under adopted #5 under 5sos