He says he's fifty shades of fucked-up and she knows that too. But still, there is something about him that pulls her in. She can't stay away, even when she knows what he really is and the fact that he is not capable of love. He knows what he is dragging her into, yet he doesn't let go, because he's addicted to her. She thinks she can change a 'chains and pain' man into a 'hearts and flowers' one. Will she succeed? Or will she be hurt? FEATURED IN THE HOTLIST as on 04.08.2018: #21 in #Onedirection #13 in #ZaynMalik WARNING/NOTE: This book is R rated (adult rated) for its contents. Please do not read if you do not fall into the age group. Also, due to its contents, Wattpad keeps changing certain chapters to PRIVATE and to solve that, you need to FOLLOW me to read certain contents of the book. I am sorry, I am not craving for followers at all. It's just a rule that only Followers can read Private chapters! :( Thank you so much for reading! (P.S. Will be edited when complete)

Matty can't stand Ray, he knows that much. But he admires her. And he finds her devastatingly attractive. And she surprises him at every turn. And he feels an inexplicable urge to catch her when she falls. And, in his moments of weakness, she even brings out a side of Matty that he hasn't seen before - but it's one that he really doesn't like. So, to be clear: he can't stand her. ~ "Witty," her glass is empty, a useless prop in this exchange. She imagines throwing it against the wall so it shatters right by his head, just to watch him jump. "I've heard." "Arrogant, too." Their eyes meet. "Confidence, actually." "Semantics." He observes her coolly. Her heart pounds in her chest. She wonders where he'll go in this verbal sparring match, if he'll push back even further. She's struck by the sickening thrill of their barbed words, eager to see what he'll do. "Nice to meet you," he says finally, turning on his heel and leaving her in silence.

'Death? In every photograph?' 'Well, every portrait...' ~ Alma takes photographs at parties, at her studio and for prestigious commissions. She's critically respected and highly sought after, but her photographs are only meant to capture a transient moment - there can be no messy entanglements, no interplay of emotions. But Alma and Matty are utterly fascinated by each other, against their better judgement. So when she takes his photograph, what is she really capturing? And what is she taking for herself? PLEASE NOTE - this story is pretty kinky and there is mature content all the way through, although chapters with explicit sex scenes will be marked with an asterisk*. CW for discussions of eating habits, nothing disordered but would rather give the warning than not. Part Two coming soon...

in which a lost Columbia student spills coffee on the sweater of an esteemed actor -- real life x social media

After finishing her degree away from Home, Blair has returned to a new job opportunity in London. Working as a graphic designer is difficult, especially when you have finicky clients. And especially when one of those clients is an old friend.

«Tenderness is forbidden with you. Sometimes I feel like your only desire is to be shattered» Language EN March 13 2020 - June 15 2020

Wary of the decadence and skewed morals that her burgeoning music career might impose upon her, Joanna feels out of place at the rite-of-passage Notting Hill party her new manager has invited her to, until she encounters Matty - practically an old hand in the business, but sweetly untouched by their strange surroundings. The instincts and values Joanna used to cling to don't guide her now as well as they used to, and as the venues get bigger and the radio plays rack up, it becomes increasingly difficult to know what her friendship with Matty is really about. 'My ability to stay awake was waning, and I could feel myself dropping off, the darkness and warmth enveloping me. But somewhere in that liminal space, between consciousness and a blank stupor, I vaguely registered a hand finding mine across the sheets, fingers interlinking and holding it there, in the space between our faces.' (((* = mature content))) COMPLETED 19/11/20.

2 rockstars destined to meet? or just another girl he will write a song about... "i don't want your body but i hate to think about you with somebody else"

~ now you're the only thing that's going on in my mind ... taking over my life a second time ~

I never seen her talk but im telling you // She Way Out // || M.H. ||