After leaving the tour and estranged 'love of her life,' Suzie-Q made her way directly back to Australia with her father, Rose Tattoo front-man; Angry Anderson. Her life has increasingly settled and become ever so relaxed, life was peaceful. Her mind was at ease and she had never felt better. Her thoughts were in line, she was no longer confused but still there was never a moment her mind didn't cross paths with the one person she could never not think about. Nikki Sixx. She loved him still, there was no doubt about it. Even after cutting ties with both him and the two bands. Never had she thought she would recoil with her lover until one day he showed up on her father's doorstep. (Sequel to Walk All Over You)

The year is 1992, it's been 9 years since Carly and Nikki have gone their separate ways. Through that time, Carly and Nikki's life has drastically changed. Nikki is married to Brandi Brandt since 1989, together they have a kid. Nikki kicked Vince out of the band and now has a new frontman, John Corabi. Nikki hasn't thought about Carly in years, he tried everything he could to block her out, drugs, alcohol, everything. But, after all the years of decadence; he's sober. Carly has been quietly still managing Motley Crue but has basically fallen off the face of the earth. She also has a career as a model. Carly was in the same boat as Nikki with trying to block him out. drugs and alcohol, but just like Nikki; she's now clean, as well. Both have moved on with their lives, they probably don't even really remember the other too well. Until one day, Carly gets a call from their other manager about the replacement and has to come back. She has to come face-to-face with her first love once again. Nikki has no knowledge of this, as far as he's concerned, Carly left. Never to return. What'll happen when he sees the first girl he ever fell in love with? Will this be Carly and Nikki's second chance? Or is it all for a lost cause? (Sequel to "I Wanna Be Your Girlfriend", for things to make more sense, I suggest you read that one first)

(DISCLAIMER: I wrote this when I had just became a fan of the Crüe and this was my first Nikki fanfic, so it is not very good. I wrote a remastered version of this book that's completely different than this version!) Nikki meets a girl who instantly catches his eye at The Whiskey. Trying to talk to her, he thinks she's playing hard to get, upon further talking, he realized she's afraid. Afraid of what? Carly meets the bassist of a band called Mötley Crüe, Nikki Sixx. Knowing of his bad boy rep, she tries to stray away from him. Hearing about the way he treats women makes her afraid. What's she afraid of? Everything. (I in no way mean any disrespect to Mötley Crüe/Nikki Sixx at all. Some events that take place in this story are from "The Dirt" and "The Heroin Diaries", I take no credit for what I put in this story that relates to those books. This story is purely for fun, I admire Mötley Crüe very much.)

Being together constantly had caused an inexplicable tension between us- a sort of friction, if you will. Before Mötley hit it big, they were protective of me, but not in the way they were now; I had a boyfriend for a while and I was allowed to come and go as I pleased with minimal arguments. Of course, after a while things change. Relationships fall through, people get noticed. No matter what the situation was, high or low, Nikki and I were always there for each other. It never had ceased to amaze me that no matter how upset we were with each other, we were as close as could be- until now. He had finally crossed the line for the final time this tour. (Long chapters)

The year is 1987, Mötley Crüe are going on their "Girls Girls Girls" tour. Carly Fawn, a 26 year old who lands a job on the tour, she's in charge of the wardrobe for the tour. Carly is thrilled to have a job but, terrified of who's she's going to be around. Carly knows about the Mötley boys, she knows their reputation. She's really weary of the bass player, Nikki Sixx. What will happen? Read Afraid {Remastered} to find out. (This story is already up on my account, but I really hate how it turned out. But, I'm leaving it up since a lot of people seem to love it, I'm writing it again but, changing a lot of things up. I'm hoping to make it better, I'm also leaving it up to show that if you keep practicing, your writing does get better! I hope you enjoy the rewritten version of this story❤️)

"Hi, my name is Carly Dean and this is the story about how I fell in love with the boy I have known since I was 16." I have known Nikki since we were in high school together, him 18, me 16. I knew him back when he was "Frank". We were close for a whole year before he decided to get out and go to L.A. Instead of just letting him go, I ran away with him. I didn't want to lose my best friend. I haven't spoken to my family since then. I thought I knew why I did it, I was 16 and Nikki was my only friend, but looking back, I had begun to fall in love with that crazy boy and I couldn't bear to be apart from him. So, join me on the journey of how I discovered how I fell in love. I had no idea I loved him for all those years until I sat down and looked at him and every part of me screamed, "I love this man." SEQUEL: A Second Chance

Suzie-Q, a beautiful woman with the self esteem worse then a shy child, friends with Mötley Crüe and even closer friends with Nikki Sixx; whom she has feelings for. When she is taken on tour with the guys and finds out the band would be touring with one she despised, what will happen? Will her bad memories of that band come out into the open and cause some more chaos? Or will it stay silent and kept quiet by Suzie-Q? What happens when her heart changes direction and falls for another man? One from the band she despises? Will she let her feelings flourish or will she ignore them and walk all over them? Karma's a bitch when it's a boomerang.