StephanieYida
I fell for it again,
I saw you out and couldn't help but feel something.. Couldn't stop myself from letting you in...
..... AGAIN... The same way you couldn't stop yourself from letting me down
........ AGAIN.... So now I am back to that moment where I try to convince myself and everyone around me that am done with you for good this time...
I was sure I deserved YOU
Till I realized you didn't deserve me
I told myself that you will come around
I convinced myself that all I needed to do was keep being a good woman and...
EVENTUALLY, you will realize what you had BUT I was wrong...
If I could just hit a switch and forget you I would have done so a while ago...
Me tolerating disrespect was not inspiring change..
It was encouraging comfort..
You will realize how good you had it around the same time I realise how much BETTER OF I AM WITHOUT YOU.
And by that time you would have lost me forever...