COMPLETE. Real Description: When Y/N has the chance to become friends with some of his heroes, being closeted really starts to suck. Dealing with day to day dysphoria, anxiety, as well as his favorite people misgendering him all proves to be almost too much... but what if he isn't the only one struggling? !!Not an x reader at all! Platonic! We have had #1 on the quite a few tags at some points that's so cool!

!DISCONTINUED! since ran came out, im really uncomfortable about y/n being female. im so sorry, but i dont know his boindaries about this and i dont want stuff to pop up and become troublesome. i hope you guys understand. 𝘈 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘈 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘛𝘶𝘣𝘦𝘳. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭.

TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

-Completed- I have fallen into MCYT hell and I will make them suffer as much as they have made my sleep schedule suffer :,) Every person I've written about will be in the tags section. Also, they're hella OOC, I hate it here :,)

It's pretty self explanatory. This is a sad Ranboo story because I crave tears and the fact that there is scarcely any angst about him. Hope you enjoy. Any criticism or ideas will be taken to account :D Edit: GUYS THIS IS A ONESHOT PLEASE