-DISCONTINUED -OOC Our beloved bsd ships all come to life in this short book! ships included: soukoko shin soukoku boomer soukoku (m*ri x Fukazawa) Ranpoe Koyo x Yasona Gin x Higuchi Kunikida x Ideals #1 Soukoku 20/11/21 #2 ShinSoukoku 30/1/22 #3 Fruity 17/4/22

// Cover Art Is Not Mine // This is all just (mostly) domestic shin soukoku fluff because I love my babies and want them to be happy together, because let's face facts, they're both depressed and need comforting.

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

↽ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙᴜʟʟɪᴇs ɪ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ... ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. ⇀ ============== BSD and characters belong to Kafka Asagiri

Life is not perfect... It never has been... But for Dazai, living is a curse... After losing his parents, his life drained inside him. Which made him live in a deep, dark shadow. Dreaming of dying with someone, and wishing that he will soon be free... The story of his life is not as great as the other kids... The more time comes, the greater the challenge. When something arrives, they will leave him after. But everything changed after one simple day...