Buddie fic. Established relationship. Tragedy strikes the 118, and they are forced to bury one of their own. Eddie struggles to deal with the grief but fate brings him across the path of someone, suffering memory loss, who looks a little too much like Buck. Can his heart take the possibility of losing Buck twice?

Buck is spiraling, he knows he is. "Spiral up," his therapist had been telling him. Yeah, sure, he could totally do that from his current position circling the drain. Or, TK, Carlos, and the rest of the 126 are in LA for a first responders convention where they get a chance to reunite with the 118 family. TK needs a coffee, Buck needs a hug, and everyone else really needs for TK and Buck to not get into trouble for once. Nobody wins. ‼️⚠️not my work all credit goes to dancer_me on AO3⚠️‼️

Buddie Fic based on "Guilty As Sin?" by Taylor Swift. Evan Buckley is spending a lot of time worrying about why his best friend has been avoiding him since he came out to him. Eddie Diaz has spent a lot of time dreaming about Evan Buckley since he came out, and he has to do his best to not let him know. How many people will find out about Eddies feelings before Buck does? How will Buck react when he finds out? Eddie wonders if it will ever become something, or if it's bound to stay only in his mind.