soukoku oneshots ;; wrenching heartbreak, bittersweet fluff, prompts, song-based, i have them all - what i'm doing? idk either, i'll just keep writing

some very ooc angsty/fluffly/steamy soukoku fic c': (somehow this 600 word oneshot turned into this sad excuse for a 10k word fanfic) WARNINGS/TRIGGERS: mentions of suicide, self-harm, strong language, drinking, smoking and sex (it's no smut though...)