What is it like to be in the same neighborhood with a popular guy when you are the nerdy one?

I was just sad, so I made it a thing! I hope you get as much enjoyment as you can from a sad story, and enjoy! This'll be a series of one-shots (for people who don't know, that's a one chapter story) and maybe two shots. If you don't like sad things, please refrain from reading this story. Reader discretion is advised.