Chuuya and Dazai had been secretly dating since they were 16. It wasn't uncommon for Dazai to Disappear for a few days due to his job, but this time he has yet to come back at all. Now Chuuya must come to terms with the fact that Dazai abandoned him or so he thinks he has but what will happen whe Dazai suddenly reappears after 4 years? This story takes place from the time they were 18 the the age Dazai left the port mafia to the screen in dead apple , its about how Chuuya copes with what happened if he can let it go or if it will send him into a downward spiral. Trigger warning. I do not own the characters. Oh if you like it make sure to leave a comment I really enjoy feedback.

An au in which every wound of your soulmate will appear in your body too but in a flowery manner. If you are with your soulmate, the flowers will be gone. But once they are dead. It would remain there and the wound that caused the death will be.. . . . . Thorns.

Life is not perfect... It never has been... But for Dazai, living is a curse... After losing his parents, his life drained inside him. Which made him live in a deep, dark shadow. Dreaming of dying with someone, and wishing that he will soon be free... The story of his life is not as great as the other kids... The more time comes, the greater the challenge. When something arrives, they will leave him after. But everything changed after one simple day...

// Cover Art Is Not Mine // This is all just (mostly) domestic shin soukoku fluff because I love my babies and want them to be happy together, because let's face facts, they're both depressed and need comforting.

after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

↽ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙᴜʟʟɪᴇs ɪ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ... ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. ⇀ ============== BSD and characters belong to Kafka Asagiri

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes