#Intro "Damn yall I just don't know. Its like the more high I get , the less I have to deal with reality. My name is Mandy Edwards, im 17 years old, and im a herrion addict; Boy does it feel good. Hold on yall just a second, let me find one of these ole soft veins of mines. Uh oh, damn near dropped my needle lol. Here we go yall... come take a ride with me.............. ohhhhhhhhh SHIT! Give it a second wait.......Ohhhhhhhhhhh SHIT! Shit feels better than sex.......oooooooohhhhhhh shit!" Mandy Edwards loss to the streets early and off in Birmingham Alabama. Highschool dropout, It was hard being the only white girl growing up in a black neighborhood. Especially when you come from an unfortunate family, makes it even more difficult. Her mom Lindsey was in and out of relationships with Black drug dealers, made it tough for Mandy to cope with getting out the projects. The crazy part about it, Mandy was a mother of three boys already and wasnt even 18. Two out the three not even a year apart. Wanna know whats even more crazier, her mother sold her body to pay the bills. "SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME!"

The only way to express her emotions is through her diary. The diary of a side chick. Kim have to battle with Love...lust...& betrayal! Having to cope with being in love with a man whose already in a relationship turns sour when things are going too sweet. Especially when the tables turn and the unexpected becomes out of hand and nobody can seem to handle it!!!