❝I wish I could have told you that, Dan.❞ - Phil Lester grew up. Dan Howell didn't have the chance to, well, in Phil's eyes, anyway. Phil finds himself with a lot of time alone, and so he sits down with a pen and caramel macchiato and reminisces on days on the Manchester Eye, the sofa at Starbucks and walks through abandoned hospitals. - A My Chemical Romance inspired fan fiction, taking place when Phil doesn't have Dan.

Jude and Connor are best friends. But their friendship isn't exactly normal. After the plethora of obstacles they've already seen, and now with a disapproving father, a family disaster on the horizon and the rest of the next school-year to worry about...where do they go from here? It will be the ultimate test of their patience, understanding, friendship and more as they learn about themselves, their "relationship" and what others may think of it all.