*WARNING THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS, so SUCK IT UP.* Ranboo has a hard time dealing with his emotions, and often puts others before himself, he develops unhealthy coping mechanisms early on in his childhood, and his life starts to seem meaningless. But the stupid trip is right around the corner. It's either tubbo and everyone else find out, or take easy way out. TRIGGER WARNINGS! Mentions of self harm/ graphic Description of self harm, ED, Depression, mentions of suicide/ suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts along with self degrading thoughts, Rape/ mentions of rape. [start date, somewhere in late 2020.] [end date, early 2022.] Finish word count: 41623. 1st in Ranbooangst 4/10/2021 1st in Words hurt 6/10/2021 1st in Ranboolive 16/10/2021 1st in Angsty 17/10/2021 1st in dsmpangst 1/11/2021 1st in beeduo 7/11/2021 1st in Angst 11/11/2021

After many months of playing minecraft together, the dsmp is finally meeting up! Not that Ranboo really wants to go though. With the tight binder around his chest still a secret, he really doesn't want anyone to figure that out. (if any dsmp member doesn't like the fact that they are in this book, I will either remove the character or delete the book) This includes an Eating disorder, homophobia and transphobia and unhealthy binding This also includes Beeduo shipping, so if you don't like that, this is probably not the book for you Highest rankings that I've been paying attention to: #1 in Transgender

(completed) It has only been a few months since the meet-up, but so many things have happened in that time. Not that all of them were that great for Ranboo though. But of course, life has lots of plans, and so do the Twins. Upon lots of discussion, they want to move to Brighton, as there is a job there that will hire Solar! Problem? Ranboo is going to get dragged to Brighton with them, and after his surgery, there's nothing he can do to help except get out of the way. (if any dsmp member doesn't like the fact that they are in this book, I will either remove the character or delete the book)

"YOU CAN'T WAKE UP! THIS IS NOT A DREAM!" When Ranboo came out as non-binary, bisexual xe decided they wanted to use they/them and neopronouns. But what if their family didn't accept him? What if they left xe? What if they abused them? What if they destroyed all of xyr's friendships? Book 1 of the Losing Past Series NO SMUT OR SHIPPING

Tommy comes from a long line of highly respected superheros. And, all three of his brothers and even his father is a hero, but sadly due to Tommy's own powers - he hardly ever sees them. Soon he realised that the only way to make them notice or even acknowledge him anymore, was to become a villain and shockingly: he is good at it. Safe to say, family dinners suddenly became the most amusing part of the week.

Tubbo has lived with his father for all of his life, and all that time has been spent moving every few months to a new place in their trailer. At first, it seems normal to Tubbo. But after a few months of staying in the same place, he gets thrown into the world of demigods, monsters, gods and powerful forces that enjoy abducting 'innocent' fathers, and he finally learns the true reason for why they move so often. PJO X BenchTrio Written all in google docs within a few months and contains regularly switching POVs