I had to admit... I back stabbed my best friend and I regret it. I didn't know this would be that difficult. I now know my lesson not to back stab my friends. When you end up back stabbing your friends, they'll never like you just like how Irene did. Many apologies and still a no for an answer. How many times do I have to apologize? I hated life and still now. Everything was slowly drifting away from me. Everything felt like a dream, but It wasn't...