Trigger warning: This book discusses and includes heavy topics. See note at beginning of book for more details. Post Old Guard movie, Booker finds a visitor in his apartment. Quynh. The others don't know. After a few weeks of her "fun", they start to dream of a new teenager. Both Booker and Quynh and the others are in a race to find them. Oli is tired, and not prepared for the world they been thrown into, a state of turmoil between a revenge focused woman and Booker's chaotic family. As they learn about one another in dreams, and finally reunite, the family must deal with Quynh. Whatever they expected did not go that way, sending them back 10 steps while Quynh gets ahead by a hundred. Torn apart and put back together again, this ride or die family must figure out what to do with one of their oldest and most out of control members.

Through a book of poems, the reader is taken through the author's personal experience of emotional abuse. Following the book takes the reader through: Recognition: The period of recognizing and admitting the abuse happened. Relapse: The second emotionally abusive relationship. A relapse. Recovery: The grappling reality of trying to heal and the long road it takes.