Tommy stopped caring a long time ago. He stopped hoping for somehting better, because there was nothing better for him. So he lives, because he refuses to die, and for no other reason. He refuses to be the kid who lost to the foster system. So he fights, just simply to live. He stopped caring so long ago. So here he is. Relying on nothing and no one, and certainly not hope, but refusing to die. He knows it will never get better, but he doesn't have the energy to bother caring. He knows Dream is not better, but he tells Puffy he will be fine, because he will be. He has to be. MAIN TWs: Su!cide, Blood, SH, @buse, de@th, alcohol/drugs, anxiety, depression, and more Please read the trigger warnings before each chapter, but these ones will be spread throughout it, if you don't feel comfortable reading about these things, please don't! Make sure you are in a safe state before reading this. ⚠️Coverpage art is not mine!⚠️ please credit the creator if you know who they are! Thank you! ❗️unless clearly stated that they are romantic partners (eg. Sally and Wilbur), its platonic❗️ Discord server to talk about this fic: https://discord.gg/VTpwj6DqeF

™𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 ▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚ In which (Y/n) (L/n) gets adopted by an underground hero- Eraserhead. The plan was to become a hero, get her license, easy and simple, but eventually things don't turn out as smooth and her past starts to catch up with her- along with issues with the people she's closest to. Either way, she saves and steals hearts of multiple along the way. Even if it's for better or for worse. ▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚▞▚ ❝𝙄 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛.❞ ❝𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚, 𝙞'𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙞𝙭 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙪𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮- 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙢𝙚.❞ ❝𝙃𝙚𝙧𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙫𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙯𝙚𝙙. ❞ ❝𝙎𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙤..!❞ '·..➭𝙗𝙣𝙝𝙖 𝙫𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙭 𝙛𝙚𝙢!𝙤𝙘 - updates every 10-15 days.

❝ 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙀 𝙒𝘼𝙎 𝙈𝙔 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙊 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙄 𝙉𝙀𝙀𝘿𝙀𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙈?❞ 〓 she lost her heroes, because she was the villain. (伤) 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘬𝘶 𝘯𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘰 𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. f!reader x boku no hero academia (i wrote this when i was like 12 lawd have mercy)

I have it all, huh? I'm sweet and caring for everyone and anyone. Yeah, I'm a little dumb, but that's just because I'm lazy, right? Right?! I'm fine, right?! Don't worry about me, these are just minor scratches! Everything's okay [major violence, cursing, sexual abuse / assault ( never in detail ), slurs (specifically sexual), suicidal thoughts and actions]

⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ -eating disorder -self harm -suicidal thoughts -suicide ________________________ ☁️𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢☁️ Tubbo meets a new friend named Ranboo- That doesn't matter anymore. Why am I awake? Where am I? He wont leave me alone. ☁︎︎ RANKINGS ☁︎︎

⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ -eating disorder -self harm -suicidal thoughts -suicide ________________________ ☁️???????☁️ Tubbo meets a new friend named Ranboo, Ranboo is perfect in Tommy's eyes. Is his best friend replacing him? Surely not..? *Tubbo is now live!* "Hypixel with Ranboo!" Tommy sighs. ☁︎︎ RANKINGS ☁︎︎ ☁︎︎ #3 angst ☁︎︎ 5/23/21 ☁︎︎ #1 tommyinnitfanfic ☁︎︎ 3/13/21 ☁︎︎ #2 tommyinnit ☁︎︎ 11/05/24 ☁︎︎ #1 sad ☁︎︎ 4/6/21 ☁︎︎ #3 techno ☁︎︎ 3/13/21 ☁︎︎ #2 tommy ☁︎︎ 4/11/21 ☁︎︎ #1 dsmp ☁︎︎ 7/17/21 ☁︎︎ #1 dreamsmp ☁︎︎ 9/1/21

COMPLETE. Real Description: When Y/N has the chance to become friends with some of his heroes, being closeted really starts to suck. Dealing with day to day dysphoria, anxiety, as well as his favorite people misgendering him all proves to be almost too much... but what if he isn't the only one struggling? !!Not an x reader at all! Platonic! We have had #1 on the quite a few tags at some points that's so cool!

‼️UNDER EDITING‼️ "Will I ever be enough?" Y/n L/n had always been known as the "other L/n" to everyone. She's always been blessed with her wits, though it's like the gods have given her sister everything else she didn't have. What happens when Kuroo Tetsuruo, her long-time secret boyfriend asks to meet with her family? Will he leave her just like everyone else? Or will he stay unlike the others? Disclaimer: Haikyuu does not belong to me, this is simply fanfiction and all similarities to real life events are purely coincidental. #1 in Angst October 22, 2020 RE-READING THIS AND REALIZING THAT KUROO IS SO OOC IM SO FREAKING SORRY

Tommy was known as the school's 'Bad Boy', the 'Troubled Kid', the 'Problem Child' and in extreme cases, the 'Psycho', all because he was different. No one understands him, until one day when he gets a Behavioural Tutor and a Therapist. He's had them before, but these people seem different. They're willing to listen to him, to learn about him, but in doing so, realise something is off about Tommy. Is he just a cool kid with an attitude, like Techno? Or is there a secret Tommy's tried so hard to hide. One that would explain his behaviour and frequent injuries. One that would make Tommy a victim and not a culprit. So... this got derailed so uhm... it's now a gang book! I have no idea why people like this monstrosity but wooooooo angst! Im not really going to go into too much details with TWs, (I don't want to spoil the plot) so read at your own risk. I'm really sorry! But as for the ones that I know of: SH panic attacks Weapon use Weapon description Death Swearing (Pls tell me if there are more I should include) This is a lot like Flower_Blooms's book called Behaviour so please go and read theirs as well :] Cover by kait kait on twitter. (Yes, I'm English so we put the month after the day) 1 on tommyinnit --> 11/10/21 1 on behaviour --> 8/10/21 1 on tommy --> 14/10/21 2 on tubbo --> 14/10/21 3 on angst --> 17/10/21 50on philzaminecraft -> 3/12/21 69 on sleepyboisinc -> 10/11/21 1 on sbi --> 14/11/21 2 on angst --> 18/11/21 3 on wilbursoot --> 26/11/21 1 on sleepybois --> 27/11/21 200 in fanfiction --> 29/11/21 43 on technoblade --> 3/12/21 4 on ranboo--> 6/12/21 12 on tutor --> 25/12/21 1 on tommy - -> 4/07/22

TRIGGER WARNING: This book will contain graphic depictions of - Self Harm - Suicide - Violence - Abuse - Sexual Assault / Rape I know it's tempting to skip trigger warnings, but please don't read unless you're in the right mindset <3