I have been in love with four boys. I gained composure and became open because of one. I became more athletic, a better artist, and more self-conscious because of the other. I became forgiving, calm, delicate, innocent, and more intelligent because of another. And the fourth one made me wilder, he made me voice my thoughts louder, and he made me confident. I have loved four boys in total. I have felt my heart throbbing loudly in their presence. I have felt my breathing become faster at their simplest touch. I have found myself stutter while talking to them. I have found myself losing attention staring at them. I have found myself trying to better myself. I have both lost myself and gained myself because of them. I have both regretted and loved loving them. And I have felt my stomach filled with butterflies flapping their wings loudly, and I haven't felt hungry because of how full they made it because of all of them. I have been in love four times. The first time it was with an older guy, when I used to be wild and crazy. The second time it was with an athlete and an artist, when I used to normal and composed. The third time was with a nerd, a popular one at that, when I used to be famous. And the fourth time was just something else. I have given my heart to four boys. To one I was merely a little sister. I don't even know what I was or am to the second one. I was just a friend to the third one. And the fourth one gave his back to me. I have loved four boys. And I absolutely hated the fourth one. This is my first romance book. I hope you like it.

I am Eliana, a Wiccan. I am not a witch, a sorceress, or an enchantress. To be honest, I don't know what I am myself. There aren't many like me, you see. My parents aren't like me, no. They're normal, but I am not. There are other Wiccans, who are like me. But they are after something, something I can't let them have. Is it even possible to have a civil war between less than 5 scores people? Well, that's what's going to happen. ************************************************************************************************** "You won't kill me, El, you won't. Remember I told you that while fighting, the person in front of you is nothing but your opponent. But you just can't grasp that, can you?" he smirked, and I knew what was going to happen before it did. My first Wattpad unpublished work. I hope you guys like it. Highest rankings- #1 Pagans #18 Wiccans #69 Thrill