"You're like a fire; igniting the deepest parts of my soul." * * * [credit for idea: @/ililydun on tumblr, given permission to make into a fic.] Started: July 4, 2016 Completed: January 29, 2017 HIGHEST RANKS: #ryden: #31: 10/13/18 #17: 11/2/18 #8: 11/16/18 #1: 12/18/18 #rydenfanfic: #1: 7/3/18 #ryanross: #24: 10/29/18 #brendonurie: #51: 10/29/18 #wattys: #62: 10/29/18

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

Brendon and Ryan are both the 'perfect' child in their families. They play soccer, they get good grades, and have beautiful girlfriends-wait what? (COMPLETED)✔️

Brendick: heeeeey ;) Ryro: what the fuck Ryro: who the fuck Brendick: your future boyfriend ;) Ryro: uh huh Ryro: yeah I don't think so Just another Ryden Kik fic Really doesn't have a plot Literally I want y'all to completely ignore pretty much anything said in the first half of this book,,, I was a different person

spencer smith gave brendon urie the wrong number, causing brendon to talk to someone and finds out who they are in two weeks. (yes i am aware than ryden isn't official i just think its cute and wanted to make a fic abt it) ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ ⁴.¹.¹⁹ ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉᵈ ³.²¹.²⁰

Author: underthedesk on LiveJournal.. ALL CREDITS GO TO THIS AUTHOR Rating: NC-17 Overall

Brendon was a boy in love. Ryan was the pitcher for the school baseball team. {Just a ryden baseball au I thought would be cute!} Brendon's POV

17 year old Ryan Ross was just a normal kid living in Las Vegas until he fell for his new best friend who also happened to be his bandmate. When their band, Panic! At The Disco, gains popularity will they continue to just be friends or will their relationship take off? |Completed 1/31/15| * Ships: Jyler , Ryden, Joncer. Trigger Warning at beginning of one chapter. Speaks of death and other somber topics in some chapters. No smut, mostly fluff*

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.