The ambulance sirens blare loudly and I'm grateful that they drown out my mom's screams and loud cries. I see Patrick running towards me with his brows furrowed. He's worried. Why? He'll be so proud of me once I tell him what I've done for him. For us.

{ COMPLETED } « " WARM HEART AND BEAUTIFUL BRAIN, BUT ITS DISINTEGRATED " » ©️ predjudiceu

"I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy!" [Y/N] [L/N] has been left alone with only their mother to stand by after their father was killed in a car accident. [Y/N] and their mother needed a new start- one that begins in Derry, Maine. Yet, the move doesn't exactly harbor any... 'improvements' for them, despite [Y/N]'s well wishes. Bullied for being without a father figure and living in the clutches of near poverty, [Y/N] is left to their own devices: friendless, with only a jacked-up bike and their mother who's barely around to get them through the bonafide struggles of life. That is, until [Y/N] meets a group of kids just like them: left to rot at the bottom of the social food chain. Partnered with a stuttering leader, trash-mouth, hypochondriac, boy who reads from a Torah, chubby sweetheart, girl with- supposedly- every STD in the book, and boy bullied for his skin, [Y/N] finally feels... safe, for once. [Y/N] sticks close to their new social circle- 'The Losers Club', they call it- saved from their inner demons, if temporarily. But, can the team save [Y/N]- and by extension, themselves- from a different demon? More specifically, a sick, grotesque monster, begging to claw into their deepest fears? ...Or will [Y/N] be left alone again, if they even survive? After all, [Y/N] isn't afraid of much. But they are afraid of losing the few people they have left.

*ೃ༄𝐂𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (!!OLDER BOOK!!) ❛︎ the small town of derry is mostly in fear. that's the only feeling they can really understand. whether the fear is caused by a child-eating clown or the bowers gang. well, only one of those bothered her and fell for her. ❜︎ @ -𝐏𝐑𝟏𝐍𝐂𝟑𝐒𝐒- ━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎━︎

What the title says :)

TW// SMUT CURSING SUICIDAL THEMES VIOLENCE ABUSE STARTED 31/10/18

Margot had lived in Derry all of her life. going mostly unnoticed. just the way she liked it. that was until that night... the events completely changing her, making her best friends with the towns very own Bowers gang.

⚠️ DISCLAIMER: This fanfiction contains graphic depictions of abuse. Physical, mental, verbal, and sexual. Be aware that this story was a 17yr old's attempt at a twisted physiological horror. This shit FUCKED! This fanfic includes the following trigger warnings: dubious consent/non-con, teenage pregnancy, canon-typical violence, and depictions of gore. After Patrick puts you in a difficult position; you're spun into a world of fear, chaos, and sex. Who do you choose? Or do you choose, at all?

To one of my best friends. It's an apology to everything bad and annoying I've put you through, too. But I just felt like writing it too. Because I wanna make you happy. [Started: May 21st 2019] [Done: May 22nd 2019]

The worst thing you can do is have sympathy for the devil (Intended for mature/18+ readers due to sexual themes, harsh language and graphic violence)