This is a small collection of one-shot letters between Louis and his band mates after his successful suicide attempt. This story shows the pain and hardship of losing a band mate, a friend and a loved one.

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are best friends, but maybe they're secretly something more? When Louis gets a call from management his whole relationship with Harry gets turned upside down. Will Louis' fake relationship with Eleanor last, or will the fans and Harry see through it? Will Harry still fall in love...

Louis and Harry have always been close mates nothing more but, quickly something happens and they are more than friends that is until management finds out.

"DON'T!" Harry abruptly stopped at the edge of the 40-story building at the voice heard from behind and slowly turned around. "Please, don't." Louis begged slowly stepping closer to Harry who was so close to flinging himself off the building to the cold hard floor beneath it. "You're not real." Harry whispered, closing his eyes for a second. He stared Louis dead in the eye before screaming, "YOU'RE NOT REAL!" Louis flinched at the sudden outburst, but he composed himself quickly. "I am, Harry. I'm real and I'm here!" He said extending his arm towards Harry silently asking him to feel him. "No, no, no! You have said it before, but you are not!" Harry shook his head. "It's just the ghost of you." *** Or one where Harry has Schizophrenia, and he refuses to believe that Louis is real even when he is real. This book may contain triggering content for some people, so please read at your own risk. I have done my research on Schizophrenia but if I ever got something wrong or offensive please do tell me. The cover is made by me but the photo credit goes to whoever that took the photo. Happy reading beautiful people! (: xxx - Ash © 2021 @lousbumtohazsdik

"Three words, eight letters," Harry whispered his hands ghosting across the skin of Louis chest, the place above his heart. "Say it and I'm yours." Louis stayed quiet, face to the ground, breathing ragged. Hot, burning tears fell down Harrys face. His hands dropping to his sides like a dead thing. He turned his back as if to leave. "Harry . . . I- I . . " Louis said weakly gripping his arms in a tight hold. "No," Harry's voice cracked ripping his hand from Louis grasp. "the silence just said everything I needed to hear." Louis Tomlinson was the bad boy. Harry was invisible. until one day Louis makes Harry his new conquest. And so the fun begins. Will Harry fall for the bad-boy? "My bad-boy," Harry murmured softly as Louis wrapped his arms tightly around his long, slim torso. "Yours," Louis agreed tucking his face in Harry's chocolate brown curls, the color of milk chocolate. or will it all end in disaster? "Congratulations Louis! You made me fall for you! You have finally got me and broken my heart!" Harry yelled and thunder rolled in the distance. It seemed as if the weather was in tune with them, since day one. It was raining when they first met and it was raining when they first kiss. Harry now wondered if that was the heavens trying to tell him to stay away from Louis all along. Louis whimpered pathetically. "No, Harry," "I'm done, Louis. Done. I will be leaving tomorrow. I cant stay with you . . I can't." he finished weakly, all power drained from his body as they both crumbled to the floor, rain pouring down heavily upon them.

Harry faced some pretty bad things at his last school. Now he moved to a new town in hope for a better senior year. It only took a day for a small blue eyed boy to catch Harry's attention. The blue eyed boy was the schools popular jock, from the outside he looked perfect, everyone wanted to be him, or be with him. Little did Harry know the small boy would unfold right before him, making his life crumble to the ground. Now Harry has to live a life of struggling trying to fix the broken boy. (Told from both perspectives. )

Louis Tomlinson has it all: rich parents, popularity, good grades and talent. But he has a secret, and if people find out, he'll lose everything. Harry Styles is just trying to survive high school, and isn't afraid to be himself. What happens when the two are paired up in class for a project? Will Louis trust Harry enough to open up? Will his secret get out? Will Harry stay by his side, or turn away? Read on to find out!

*completed* Louis Tomlinson. Member of one direction.. he hates his life. Dealing with hate everyday not just from fans but also from the person he loves most.. Harry Styles. What if it becomes too much. What if he can't handle it anymore?

"Dancing through our house with the ghost of you.." ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

He was my best friend. My first love. We grew up together. We promised each other we would always be together, no matter what happens.....things changed. Started: February 2019. Completed: December 1st, 2019. Cover by: @wafflesxberries