" I think we need a break," I said in an unwavering voice, he nodded dropping his hands from my waist. I needed to get far away from this boy as soon as possible. "You don't like me" he stated. What the fudge was that supposed to mean? We barely knew each other. I looked at him surprised to see the sad look in his eyes. "I...." I licked my lips as I tried to think of what to say. He stared at my lips, his Adam's apple bulging, the grey orbs of his eyes becoming prominent. He held my chin with his thumb and index finger his hands felt warm on my face my chin tingling from his touch. He searched my eyes as if trying to know what I wanted. I was breathing so fast bracing myself for what was coming. He leaned closer as he placed his other hand on my thigh. I gripped the stool tightly, my tummy tingling from the blissful feeling I was experiencing for the first time. _________________________________________ Maria Collins is not really excited about leaving primary school so early for High school but her Mom had planned it all for her. She couldn't say no to her Mom because she meant everything to her and she was only "12" years old. Now that she's in High school she just wanted to stick to her schools insane code of conduct , make new friends, try to understand the mixed feelings she had towards boys and enjoy being an only child but life just won't cooperate with her.

Sa buhay, gaano ka tatagal kung ang bawat hakbang ay tila ba hinihila ka sa kawalan? Kung bawat mulat ng mata ay kahirapan lamang ang natatamasa? Dala ng pighati at pasakit, iniwan ni Eya ang kanyang tirahan upang mamuhay ng malayo sa pamilya. Ngunit imbis na kalayaan at kasiyahan ang kanyang matagpuan, nakatapak siya sa mundong hindi niya inaasahan. Sa ating pagtanda ay mamumulat tayo sa realidad ng mundong ating ginagalawan. Na ang bawat tao ay hindi dapat pagkatiwalaan. Mararanasan natin ang hirap ng buhay, hanggang sa hindi na natin naising mabuhay. Trigger Warning: Read at your own risks.

a collection of poetry and the most random writing during my unexpected creativity attack sessions~