"I don't think it will be the death of me if I never get to hold your hand,"

A love story between Engfa and Charlotte, starting from their awkward first meeting to building a life together. Through chaos, comedy, sweet moments, and hard choices, they grow from strangers into soulmates. Love does not always have to be perfect. Life rarely is. But it's honest, tender, and full of feeling-built from small gestures, growing warmth, and the kind of connection that leaves a mark, even when everything else changes. Behind the laughter and warmth lies a world of heavy choices and hidden scars. Burdens are carried in silence, sacrifices made in secret. Some nights end in aching limbs and unanswered calls. Some truths are buried beneath bruised knuckles and burning pride. Some wounds run deep. Some choices leave bruises. As secrets begin to surface and the weight of reality presses in, they must learn what it means to hold on-to love someone through the battles they can't always explain. Love not just as a feeling, but as a choice-one shaped by courage, pain, and the will to keep choosing each other through it all.

«𝘉𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘺𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰. 𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘦, 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘤𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦! 𝘖𝘩, 𝘴𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘶𝘮, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵.» Devastated from a betrayal that shattered her, Engfa escapes to the coastal haven of Phuket, hoping to recover the peace Bangkok stole from her. Building walls to keep everyone at bay, vowing to never love again-she'll soon learn that fate has other plans. Raised in the shadow of a wealthy, devoutly religious, yet homophobic family. Charlotte finds herself torn between the discovery of her true desires and the faith she's been devoted to her whole life. Will they surrender to 𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯? 🍒⋆⭒˚.⋆🍒 ⋆⭒˚.⋆🍒 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: Mature content, please proceed at your own risk and only if you're 18+.⚠️ Keep in mind this is fanfiction, written purely for fun and not meant to be taken seriously. If it's not of your liking, feel free to move on! Thank you for reading. MWA 愛

TOP CHAR BOTTOM ENG In another universe, who was Engfa Waraha if she stayed in Udon Thani and never joined Miss Grand? Would she be married? Was she gay? Would she enjoy fame? And how would she meet Charlotte Austin in this life? If luck was a spectrum, then they stood on the opposite ends. There shouldn't be a reason to meet or to fall in love, but fortunately or unfortunately for her, Charlotte happened to be the most stubborn woman in the world. #ExtremeSlowBurn

Charlotte Austin was raised to be good. Good daughter. Good Christian. Good girl. In her tiny religious town in Phuket, that meant one thing: follow the rules, and never EVER sin. But Bangkok is a different world. Charlotte arrives wide-eyed and hungry for freedom, ready to start her internship and finally taste the life she's only dreamed about. What she doesn't expect is her: Engfa Waraha-Thailand's most ruthless tech queen, drop-dead gorgeous, terrifyingly powerful... and her new boss. Engfa doesn't do rules. She does late nights, red wine, fast cars, and women who know exactly what they want. But there's something about Charlotte-so naïve, so off-limits, so painfully curious-that makes her want to break her own. When workplace boundaries blur and sparks ignite, Charlotte finds herself caught in a dangerous game of temptation. Loving Engfa means risking everything-her faith, her family, her carefully constructed identity. But in a city built on chaos, maybe it's time to burn it all down. City of Her is a scorching tale of temptation and transformation-where love is a risk, and the only sin is denying what sets your soul on fire.

(AGE GAP ‼️) - !! MATURE !! Charlotte never planned on falling in love with her professor. She didn't even plan on going to university. Pushed by her parents to get "any degree," she stumbles back into Bangkok at twenty-one, restless, directionless, and searching for herself. Then she meets Dr. Waraha - the youngest professor at Siam Chamber University. At thirty, she's brilliant, cold, and untouchable. Every student admires her, but no one dares get close. But Charlotte can't escape her. Waraha's course is mandatory, and failing isn't an option. What starts as brutal office hours and constant clashes begins to blur into something more dangerous. Charlotte tells herself she hates her professor. Waraha insists Charlotte is young and naïve. Yet neither can deny the pull dragging them closer, past the line they should never cross As whispers spread and the walls close in, Charlotte and Waraha find themselves at a crossroads. A romance where every glance is a risk, every kiss could be the end, and two women learn that sometimes the most dangerous thing you can do... is fall in love.

"Hey, miss? I think you left your wallet back there," "No, I think you've mistaken me with someone else..." Ultimately, our destiny will always meet when we least expect it. Who are you, really?

The Nanny Charlotte Austin has everything-wealth, privilege, a name that opens doors. But what she doesn't have is love. Raised in a mansion more like a museum than a home, ignored by parents who only show up for photo ops, she's grown into a spoiled, sharp-tongued twenty-year-old with a reputation for burning through boarding schools-and nannies. Enter Engfa Waraha. Thirty-five. Married. Emotionally exhausted. She isn't here to play games. She's here for space-from her crumbling marriage, from the weight of a love that no longer feels like home. The last thing she expects is to be tempted by the defiant, wounded girl she's been hired to keep in line. What begins as a clash of wills quickly spirals into something neither of them can name. Between late-night arguments and lingering stares, stolen ice cream and broken walls, both women find themselves pulled into a connection they shouldn't want. Engfa has a wife. Charlotte has abandonment issues and a hunger for love she hides behind arrogance. And somewhere in the middle of it all... the lines begin to blur.

Lieutenant. Doctor. A murder case. And a temptation that's getting harder to ignore. When Engfa Waraha is forced to work alongside a forensic doctor whose tongue is just a little too sharp─and far too sweet─she doesn't realize that the most complicated case she'll face won't be the one they're investigating, but her own feelings. Sassy, spicy, and just a little bloody. Slow burn? Absolutely. Enemies to... well, we'll see.