"She hasn't had true love. It's hard to say that she's made love when she's never experienced it. Maybe she's even felt like she was in love at some point, but once those feelings went away she wonders if that feeling was real love. In turn, she questions whether she's ever actually made love to someone or was it just sex. Is that bad?" - Anonymous.

Love was never meant to be so painful. A fave story of mine by CJ

It's Hard To Be There For Your Sick Wife When You Have Your Own Needs And She's Practically On Her Death Bed. To Make Matters Worse The Nurse Is Everything Your Wife Wasn't And Can't Be.

Nine years ago, Beyoncé left her daughter, giving no explanation and with no looking back. While she has tried to move on, her daughter stayed behind surrounded by memories of her mother and hating it all. When Beyoncé feels it's time to give having a family another go, the past reminds her she already has one and try as she might, she can't hide forever. Not from her family and not from the secret she's kept for so long. A book about sacrifices and unbreakable bonds that will break your heart and mend it back together.

How did we get like this, I thought I gave him my all and it all came crashing down on me. I lost everything and I can't do anything about it, I'm all on my own. Whenever I needed him he was always there and now that I need him he's gone. Where did I go wrong, I thought I was The Real One? August Alsina being one the most famous and richest man. Owns the most exotic girls around the world, until he spots beyonce . Beyonce born and raised from Houston put out at 16, loses her job as a waitress and is offered a new job by August to work for him. As she works for august she catches feelings for him thinking that she was the one to change him. Through heartbreak, dangerous events, and other people coming between them. Will august have a change at heart or will he continue to be the same old cold-hearted August? *EDITING*

He laid his lips on top of my neck, enticing me. Dominance took hold of my body while I laid back in the limo. I know what we were doing was wrong, but not one part of me wanted to stop. Carter slid his hands up and down my thighs, caressing them, kissing them, sucking them and all I could do was moan, groan, and be breathless. I wrapped my hand around his head as he went lower, lower, and even more lower. His lips swiftly danced across the inside of my thighs. I gripped his head and he immediately pulled down my underwear, with no mercy. The driver rolled down the Partition "Mr. Carter your wife is on the line." *Highest Rank in Fanfiction #20 ***All Rights Reserved @adoreniah_

a romance story, led by Beyoncé and Jay Z. inspired by Destiny's Child x Game Over.

Beyoncé ran her offices with pride and empowerment, she loved to hire women and prove that a woman could do all a man could. Her area of work was dominated by men and so women found themselves discriminated against. Beyoncé had enough of searching for a job she was unable to get because of her sex and started her own establishment with the help of a few powerful friends. She become the founder, the CEO and owner of the Knowles Institute of Science and Technology. She stopped working in the field itself so she could manage the business properly but never once let her Knowledge and skill go to waste as she often found herself giving lectures at Universities all over the World. She was successful, she was focused and she was happy. Then she was asked to do something silly. She was asked to be the fake girlfriend of her COO's Brother. Annie had told Beyoncé that she needed someone to pretend to be his girlfriend around the family just until the big wedding was over so that they would leave him alone. Beyoncé, being the lovely woman she is, agreed to do it. She assumed it would be fine. She could possibly become friends with this man and fake it perfectly then go home after the wedding. She didn't know that the man was famous, or that the wedding was going to last two weeks, or that she would have to share a room in a hotel with him. Oh well.

Bey has been in prison for a year and knows that she in innocent and constantly reminds the people around her of this but no one believes her because of her behaviour. Without Carter she had become the dangerous woman she once was but now it's even worse, she's getting into fights, seducing officers and is slowly turning mad as she lives in her own bitter and twisted mind. Carter has become very cut off from his family and friends while living to a very strict schedule and drowning himself in work. Because of Bey's terrible behaviour she is not allowed guests and stays mostly kept away from other inmates. This is all until the real murderer is caught, John Mayers. He is a killer who has killed a dozen people and managed to get away with it but as his life begins to end due to an illness he decides to tell the truth and admits that he is the one who killed the Knowles. After another investigation he is found guilty and a now 24 (almost 25) Beyonce is free to go with her record wiped. But before she can continue with her aspirations to become a teacher and have a family she and Carter must find a way to get back to the people they were before she went to jail. She is 'evil' and he has become a strict workaholic. The second book tells the story of their journey to a better version of themselves which they can only achieve with each other but can they do it?

BEY New life. New job. New home. New goals... I vowed to make drastic changes and to never fall back into old habits. But then Shawn Carter showed up and blew all my good intentions to hell. I should have stayed away. I shouldn't have played his game. But I did. Now I just hope I don't regret it. SHAWN Beyonce is the type of girl you can't help but chase, because she doesn't want to be caught. I came back ready to live and enjoy life. Not to get tethered to a girl. But... shit happens. Bey happens. And everything I thought I wanted slowly changes. *Graphic language *Adult content *And yeah, there's sex.