"If I must endure the fire of a thousand suns then I will take comfort in knowing that others may find warmth in my demise." -Amy Gugsa HEYO umm I've recently been going through a lot in my struggles with my mind. I'm starting to get worse BUT I wanna get better. I now have 4 suicide attempts on my half as of this week (nothing major just enough pills to get me to pass out so that I could suffocate.. it's painless that way. now I have really bad chest pain and my stomach is v upset) I write songs and poetry about how I feel often it's a way for me to cope. Tyler Joseph once said that if you can't seem to find your 'beginning of purpose' then make it about other people [because] that seems to work. As you can tell a lot of my writing is influenced by tøp so I have also put them under those tags so that clique members will also benefit from these. going off of this quote I decided to publish my poems for all the people that are going through depression, anxiety, Self-harm tendencies , bulimia , and so many other things. If I go through all this I might as well hope that I cam help others feel noticed, loved, and understood. Although we may not know how you feel , You're not alone in your problems. Stay alive frens |-/

Bethany Mota and her sisters life together

Mary was a normal teenage girl. She love malls, going out, and boy bands. Yet after being kidnapped from the mall by two complete strangers and taken to an unknown city she quickly needs to find help. After she gets noticed on the street by Niall from One Direction will he help her? Or we she continue to live with 2 kidnappers.

TRILOGY TO TOGETHER AGAIN. Mack and Hayes take a turn into the parent hood life. But something happens. Bart and his crew are searching for the boys, while shawns forcing the boys to live in a house on a private beach. A lot of fishy things are going on this house of craziness, will they survive?