*the first half of this is kinda bad but I promise you, the story gets better the more you read* John is in the closet, suffers with bad mental health and just wants to feel better. Luckily his friends are there for him, especially one. Lafayette. They're very close and pretty much best friends. Then they fall in love but after that, things start going downhill and feelings heat up between people. And how will John get out of this? Triggers: Swearing Violence Homophobia Mentions of selfharm and suicidal thoughts

John was in a relationship with Alexander Hamilton at first. John thought that they had a nice and healthy relationship, that was until he caught Alexander cheating on him with Elizabeth "Eliza" Schuyler. John felt trapped, and he went to his good friend Thomas Jefferson. Jefferson and him were close friends, though he didn't let Alexander know since the two were enemies. Thomas has had a crush on John for years now. But before he could tell him his feelings, Hamilton did first. Jefferson couldn't help, but feel hope when he heard that John and Alexander were no longer a thing. , But will they ever realize their Clueless Love...? ⚠WARNING⚠ •offensive language •probably some bad spelling/grammar •the feels- •probably Smut[MAYBE!] •Get tissues. ☔ENJOY☔