an·dro·pho·bia | \ ˌan-drə-ˈfō-bē-ə noun : an abnormal dread of men : repugnance to the male sex Thea is the definition of sweetness. Whether it be stopping to talk to a homeless person in the streets or volunteering overtime at her local charity shop, she feels the need to give and not take. Although that comes with disadvantages of its own, the effects of a strange phobia of hers only make her life more difficult: her growing fear of men. And when she meets the most terrifying of them all, she is forced to ultimately confront her fear. In the form of a murderous member of the mafia by the name of Synn, that same uncontrollable terror that she experiences in the presence of a man only sparks an interest in him. But unbeknownst to Synn, a man who revels at the tremor of his enemies, he cannot figure out why her wide, teary eyes do not give him the same pleasure. Why does that same terror-stricken look on Thea's face only make his heart clench with pain instead of content? #1 in Hot #1 in Fear #1 in Scared #1 in Sweet #1 in Kind #3 in Cute #5 in Love Cover done by @kimtherespeopledying

C O M P L E T E D : 24/02/22 Sienna Callum was popular - scratch that - she was the queen of high school. She had tons of gorgeous friends wishing to be her, smoking hot flings, and an unbelievably trendy fashion sense. But, she needed one more thing. Decent grades to graduate. Roman Lawrence was a nerd - scratch that - THE nerd of high school. Yet, his exceptional intelligence made him stand out among those seeking to learn. He had one problem though, the girl he'd been crushing on since kindergarten didn't like him back. One of the reasons? His lack of experience.... sexually. This isn't boy meets girl. This is mouse meets vixen. This is what happens when these two opposites strike a deal and things get hot. "So, here's my offer: you tutor me in school, and I tutor you in sex." _____ W A R N I N G T H I S S T O R Y C O N T A I N S : ❤︎ sexual/mature content ❤︎ explicit language ❤︎ alcohol consumption ❤︎ mild violence _____ H I G H E S T R A N K I N G S : 1 #virginboy 1 #goodboybadgirl 1 #nerdboy 1 #scandalous 1 #populargirl 1 #tutor 1 #badgirlgoodboy 2 #forbidden 2 #eroticromance 3 #sexy _____ S T A R T E D - 05/03/2021 C O M P L E T E D - 24/02/2022 (word count: 200,000 - 250,000)

[NOT COMPLETED, AM WORKING ON IT] When you're a raging homosexual stuck in a predominately white Christian community, finding acceptance can be a tedious task. Justin Hobbs is living a lie, and hiding the truth from the people around him is becoming harder and harder each day. He's regarded as the school's typical loner, and in some ways he is. Used to having a quiet life, he's lost when his hushed lifestyle suddenly disappears. But, Justin finds he doesn't miss the quiet as much as he thought. Erik Carron is a leader of the school's biggest committee, but he isn't all that he appears. He keeps up the perfect façade, and is relieved to know that no one has seen past it. Little does he know, Justin is seeing the cracks in his mask, and soon, he'll see what truly lies beneath. The struggle of finding acceptance is as hard they thought, but learning to love themselves is harder than anything. This is a journey of self-acceptance, secrets, hiding, and finally revealing ones true self.

when two people learn the hardships of secrets -- Larissa Danvers is going into her second year of nursing school but this time she will be interning at Massachusetts General Hospital as a pediatric nurse. Moving across the country meant a lot to her not only would she leave friends and family but the girl she was. One thing she was running away from was love. Running away from something can be tricky if it follows you. Boston was a new adventure to be unfold. The new places she's visit. New people she'll meet. The memories, relationships and happiness. The amazing food especially Bova's Bakery. Before entering the bakery she had fallen. On a guy. Matthew Maxwell broke Larissa's fall and possibly in her heart. For months the two can't seem to get out of each other's head. Though lies have resurfaced when the two have been invited to a ball. To Larissa, Matthew was the CEO of Oracle Enterprise but to the world he is Prince Matthew Theo Maxwell II. ____ 04.28 : #1 adult romance 04.28 : #1 royalblood 04.28 : #1 books

HEA ✔ no OWD/cheating 7 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 7 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 7 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙯𝙚𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙍𝙪𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙨' 𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙗𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙄𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙄𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙍𝙪𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙨, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙤 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜? 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝘼𝙗𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢. He's the boss of the Russian Bratva seeking a glorified retribution for his father and Bratva. Her past belongs to the Italians whom she worked for and held a high position. But now she's a regular Cambridge graduate of medical school ready to play in the field... but maybe a similar field to his. A doctor is just what he's searching for. And there's an undeniable connection from the moment he set eyes on her. Despite her past being erased from existence completely, there's a trail of blood behind her with every step she takes. And people are noticing. The truth may shatter his illusion of her. It'll shatter him even more. But it's okay, as long as she can heal him. Rankings it has got: #3 fiction- 20/05/23 #25 money #93 mentalhealth #45 mobboss #17 lovers Copyright © 2022 by euphoricdrrreamer

*CURRENTLY UNDERGOING MAJOR EDITING* When Eden is awakened by a late-night knock to her door, she finds herself treating a wounded stranger-Phoenix, one of the mysterious brothers who live across the street. What begins as a single act of care spirals into obsession as Eden is drawn into their dangerous world. As her connection to Phoenix deepens, her once-stable life unravels, and nothing will ever be the same.

'The world we live in is ferocious. In our world you cannot win against loss and betrayal.' -------------------------- Aurelia is a feared myth in the mafia world. She loves getting her hands bloody but at home she is an angle. As the beloved daughter of the German Mafia, Aurelia has been hidden and protected from the outside world her entire life. Her older brothers believe she is too weak to sustain in the world they live in. She is everything but weak. And she will prove it. Caxton Ricci, the heir to one of the most powerful mafia, the Russian mafia. He is known for being ruthless, cruel and being emotionless. Due to a threat of the Russian mafia, who got ahold of Aurelia's identity her life is in danger - or in more danger than before. Therefore, her father finally allows her to attend boarding school overseas, after years of begging. But what happens when the heir to the rivaling Russian mafia attends the same boarding school in America? Just a short annotation: I do not own the rights of the pictures. This is my first book and English is not my first language but I hope you enjoy. :)

𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐀 𝐉𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐙𝐎 the Devil's granddaughter and her family were well respected and adored by many celebrities in the wizarding world. Viola Jolie Lorenzo was a mess. When the devil's granddaughter gets expelled, she has no other choice to transfer schools. Argent School of Devils and Angels is a British boarding school of magic located nearby London. For wizarding students aged eleven to nineteen. 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 was the popular dangerous guy at Argent, but still got sorted into Angel's house. Was there any practical reason why? They were the complete opposites, an Angel student and a Devil student, there could never be chemistry between them. 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 #1 boardingschool [10-05-22] #1 teen romance [16-05-22]

*I don't intend on finishing this book as I lost all motivation so read at your own risk* Adriana Churchill, a girl from a very rich and successful family, but what happens when she must go to boarding school under the name Sky Madden in order to protect her from people that are threatening her family. Will the new group of friends she meets find out her secret and keep it, or will they tell everyone? Chase Valentino, son of the Leader of the Italian mafia, sent to boarding school at a young age, everything is going well until she joins the group. They don't see eye to eye, Chase hates new people, and it doesn't help that Chases father has banned him from speaking to the girl due to her 'poor background' will everything change if they find out her true identity? Will the two hate each other forever? Or will they find that the escape from reality they need, can be found in each other? __ his eyes speak a thousand words, it's like they're in a different language, a language i've never seen before, but that look makes me want to learn every single word so I can understand him. #5: enemies to lovers- 7/28/22 #6: slowburn- 7/26/22 #2: Boarding school- 8/14/22 #1: new kid- 12/3/22 #4: teen romance- 9/21/22

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙪𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙." Milaydie Lucero is sent to Rutherford Academy in hopes of finishing high school with a prestigious dance scholarship that she spent her life working for. The last thing she needs is problems or boy drama. Reed Maxwell is the school's notorious bad boy. No one dares approaching him, scared that what they heard about him is true. He keeps to himself and focuses on basketball. He attracts problems and doesn't like girl drama. What happens when Milaydie crosses path with the biggest problem himself? Soon enough, their past catches up to them. Secrets get revealed, true colors are shown and hearts get shattered. - "𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘴 𝘶𝘱, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦, "𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨," 𝘏𝘦𝘳 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘱𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘸𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. "𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦," 𝘐 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘣𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳." - ❆[Book 1 in the "Unloved series" but can be read as a stand-alone.] 𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ©𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 𝐧𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬: 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝.