Size: 18 pieces Genres: AU, Angst, Curtain Story, Hit, Missing Scene, Psychology, Romance, Fantasy Warnings: Pregnancy, Profanity, FDA, OOC, Deviations from canon, Happy ending Other tags: First person narration Description: Every day I was busy with the usual studies... How annoying she is... And my parents want me to do well in school. Get excellent grades, have a lot of friends, socialize and work well... But... I can't... I am afraid... All I want is silence and darkness in which I could just drown... Just like in the game... with my vampire... Dedication: Created from my roleplay with a friend and dedicated to my Alya of Eldarya and her pair Nevra. Note: Since not all of the events here are included in the story, I will write them in a separate story