He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

Angelina Levine was a Young Woman Just trying to pursue her dream of the writing arts. Little did she know, innocently trying to extend her career may just be the death of her when she meets the man who just may be, Satan reincarnate. THIS DOESNT GLORIFY ABUSE GUYS. THIS ISNT ANYTHING LIKE HAUNTING ADELINE WHERE SHE HAS AN SA KINK. ‼️ This is NOT directed towards any real person, and any affiliation with a real being/brand is completely fictional. Remember, it's a book and as a person I wouldn't ever romanticize or support any of the gross stuff written.) Thank you!

Hi I am Angel and I grew up in a abusive and toxic family. All my life all I wanted was to get out of my home and start a new life in Germany. As soon as I turned 18 I bought a plane ticket and packed my things and left. My new life started in Germany a brand new fresh start. Or so I thought. I didn't even know what was coming yet.

This is the continuation to the books "My Living Nightmare" and "A Beautiful Lie" by @winternightz so if you haven't read those books there's no point in reading this. (You can find them in my reading list) Just like the other two books, this one also has sensitive content. So many people are mad that the book gets no more updates (same) so I decided to continue this story I will try to write in the style of @winternightz but of course I won't always be able to do it 100% the same since it's not my own story. And my very last info for you is english is not my first language so don't be too hard on me. Enjoy reading :)