⚠️WARNING: THIS BOOK IS MATURE⚠️ This story contains - longer chapters than most fanfics - sex - blood/abuse - violence - medical words - difficult words like 'svelte' - music [which will never be necessary to understand the book] . . . BLURB: Derek's catches Addison cheating on him with Finn. Finn is Derek's identical twin. Derek leaves NY and moves into the trailer in Seattle. Upon meeting Meredith, he starts to have panic attacks in his sleep. In his dreams, Derek meets his subconscious. Meredith helps Derek through his problems. . . . Tiktok + Instagram: goldempaddy . . . [I did not think that i had to type this but: anyone who makes fun of (rudely) or begins name calling in the cmt section will loose my respect and the respect of all my tiktok and instagram fans]

Derek and Meredith meet through Mark and Lexie. They've known each other for a couple years now. Derek is always teasing Meredith, it's totally obvious that Derek has a thing for her. One night Meredith's date gets cancelled and she has too much to drink. Will one drunken night change everything? Or will their love stay untold?

Meredith Grey moves from New York and becomes the new Chief of Surgery at Seattle Grace, snatching the post from under Dr.Derek Shepherd’s nose. Will she be able to work in the new not-so-friendly environment and possibly find love in the process?

This fic is not going to be for the light of heart, it's not going to be a sprint, it's going to be a marathon on shaky ground. But there's a story/reason behind it... But every story should be told. ❗️This isn't my work❗️ Full credits go to aquariusmind on taptalk Surgical language - The sweetest temptation Published Janury 2nd 2012

This is not my own story - the girl/ boy who wrote it, got deleted. That's why I'm posting it. If you can post it again, tell me. I'll delete mine:)

You may have guessed by the title that someone is a rockstar well that would be Derek he is 34 years old and he's in a band. Meredith is a successful interior decorator she's a little younger than Derek. Disclaimer: I don't own the story I read it on Tapatalk and I thought I should repost it here for more people to read The original writer is "Justbreeathe" from the blog "Surgical Language" site Tapatalk Published originally at 2008 I'd rate it extremely mature +18 not so much in the beginning but it definitely goes down the porny road eventually so be warned lots of fluff some angst but mostly MerDer love. ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ Drugs Stalking Suicide

A story of young Meredith and Derek. They have been friends since they were five years old, but on one fateful rainy Seattle night, they realize that they are much more than that. ❗️Disclaimer❗️ I didn't write this story full credit goes to "AngelEyes" from the board "Surgical Language " site Tapatalk! Published at 2008 I don't own the story or the characters All the characters belong to Grey's Anatomy

This is sequel to Hidden in the Shadows; it follows the current adventures, joys, sadness, and triumphs of Meredith, Derek and their family. ❗️Disclaimer❗️ I didn't write this story full credit goes to "mrsmcdreamy29" from the board "Surgical Language" site Tapatalk! Published 2010 I don't own the story or the characters All the characters belong to Grey's Anatomy

Derek Shepherd had recently completed his fourth medical text book and needed a portrait for the cover. It was just another picture...until he met Meredith Grey. This fic is extremely mature.. ❗️Disclaimer❗️ I didn't write this story full credit goes to "justbreeathe" from the board "Surgical Language" site Tapatalk! And Published 2008 I don't own the story or the characters All the characters belong to Grey's Anatomy

Meredith, a new intern, and Derek, an asshole attending, are both damaged and handle it in their own way. What happens when their personalities clash? ❗️Disclaimer❗️ I didn't write this story full credit goes to "mrsmcdreamy29" from the board "Surgical Language" site Tapatalk! Published 2009 I don't own the story or the characters All the characters belong to Grey's Anatomy