they're only young, but what's stopping them? ᶠᵉᵐᵎᵒᶜ ˣ ʲʷ

They were friends since she can remember.She never thought she wanted anything more. Him on the other hand.He has thought about more then that. He liked her but never said anything not wanting to ruin the relationship they had for there whole life they we're best friends. Till one day it all changed.

"Mae, show me." He demanded. I knew this would come up someday. My scars are from years ago when I wasn't happy with myself, or happy with anything really. I'm better now but I still don't like showing them to people. Most people ignore them but I knew once Ash saw them that he was going to ask. "Mae." He says again. What if he doesn't like them? What if he thinks they're ugly? What if he hears the story of them and decides he doesn't want me anymore? What do I do then? ... I slowly took off my jacket and showed him my wrist. "Why would you ever do that darling?" Tears started forming in my eyes. "I'm sorry. It was years ago when I wasn't happy and it's a long story." "Darling, look at me." He told me, lifting my chin. "I'm not mad at you. How long has it been since you've done that?" "Five years." "That's amazing, Mae." "You don't hate them?" "I hate that you felt the need to do that, but no, I don't hate them." He kissed my forehead, calming me down.

You are a 15 year old that follows her dream and ends up becoming an actor and meets some of her favorite actors and become really close with them you end up falling in love tw⚠️drug abuse/overdose

you and Javon are best friends turning into something more

It's really a "enemy's" to lovers type of thing. I will most likely make it a slow burn because getting into things really fast just annoys me so much. This is a fanfic about ashtray from euphoria. He's not gonna be a 12 year old in this. You and him are 16. And i will try to put out as much chapters as i can at once. (now looking back at it they're not really enemy's but it's ok)

in which, the jacobs family isn't as perfect as they seem ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ PRE-EUPHORIA/EUPHORIA S1-2!

IN THIS BOOK ASHTRAY IS THE SAME AGE AS JAVON FROM THE START OF THE EUPHORIA TIMELINE ABBI AND ASHTRAY ARE BOTH 15. ⚠️⚠️ drug and alcohol abuse, swearing, self harm, violence

Every-story is different some may be related look and read 👀 📖 Enjoy

Ashtray x oc-ғᴇᴍ (s2) "𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠." -ᴅɪᴀɴᴀ Diana is Kats younger sister and what happens when Ashtray takes all Diana's innocence away. "𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒." -ᴀsʜᴛʀᴀʏ remember to read the squeal! so like Ash might not be ashes 😉 ☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎☀︎︎ This book focuses on the plot as much as Ashtray :) TW mentions of mature subjects