"I made the decision to cheat on my wife because I liked the way you made me feel vulnerable and comfortable enough to open up to you the night before it happened. I ain't never did shit like that before and that's what made it easy for me to choose to risk everything I got for you." "That shit probably not a big deal to you but a nigga like me ain't never opened up to nobody but my best friend-and still..that's rare. I hate even talking about her with you but I don't even feel comfortable talking to Ariana about my feelings 'cause I know she gon' judge me. You don't make me feel like that."

"Please Jesus, free me of the spirit of lust." "I know that relationships built under your word can last forever. So free me of the thought, free me of the feeling and free me from my flesh trying to cloud my judgement." "I don't worship lust, sex or desire. I worship you Jesus, please don't allow me to lose sight of that." "In Jesus name, I pray." "Amen." I spoke desperately as I stood up from my knees.

My bed drooped and there was something on top of me. I tensed. Slowly, I turned my head to see evergreen eyes staring at me. "....." Silence. I turned my head into my pillow. Then I heard him move his head to the front of my head. I looked at him, then stuffed my face in my pillow again. He huffed. ************************** "Alex what are you-" "Shh." ~*~ Madelynn Sterlings recently moved to California. Her dad's a photographer, so he barely stays home. One day she meets her neighbor. A hot, athletic, cocky guy named Alex. See what happens in the story Something About You