Almost every night, I cry myself to sleep. Almost every day, I am reminded that I am not loved. Almost everyday, I am made fun of. Almost everyday, I go through an emotional night mare. I can't escape because my tormentors. The very cause of my night mares, live under the same roof as I. They are my brothers and no matter how much I try to avoid them, I am always the target of their abuse. {I don't own any pictures or media used in this book}

Ash Mitchell is a 17 year old GIRL who deals with many mental health issues. With her mother taken away from her at a young age she went into a dark state. Not wanting to deal with her bullshit, her father sent her away to an academy on the other side of the world. This is where a love story begins. Or is it a story of pain and hardship? Read to find out more **** Warning: Some chapters contain self harming. Also this story contains mature language. There are also pictures that have to do with anorexia, self harming, and more. I will not put a warning for when I am going to put up a picture because the warning is right here. I don't want to see comments about how the pictures offended or disturbed you in anyway because I don't care. I gave you a heads up. If you do write a comment about it then I will just remind you of what I wrote here. If you write any hate about it then I will delete it. I'll only get mad if you write bad things about the illness that people actually go through. If you know you don't like that stuff then go read something else. Thank you.

Eleanor's life is not exactly pleasant. She works for rich men, has to do all kinds of odd jobs, and if she does anything wrong she gets beaten, or worse. The men tell her that her parents left her, and they had debts to them and therefore Eleanor has to work for them. But Eleanor does not believe them, she feels she has a family. What if all of a sudden men come into the house with weapons and Eleanor meets her family? Or rather her 7 older brothers who are keeping something secret from her, and can Eleanor keep her secrets save? ⚠️TW WARNING: abuse, rape, cutting, cursing⚠️ #1 in drama #1 in fight #1 in brothers #1 abused

" I don't know if this is who you are or who you've had to become" Reine. It means Queen. And a Queen she was. She ruled the world from the shadows. Simply her name brought fear to hearts. She was everywhere; yet nobody had seen her. She had an incomparable beauty, but it was her mind that made her so dangerous. She was the literal definition of power. Because, she had the world wrapped around her finger. For she was not simply 'A' Queen. She is 'The' Queen. (Further description inside) (This was horrible, I know, but trust me, the actual story is way better)