"Why did you do it." Her gaze lingered and danced over her unsatisfying reflection. "What did I do wrong." She glared at the excess contour in her physical features, the brittle texture of her hair, and the dispassionate aura in her stale eyes. "Why did it have to be me." A faint glow overcame the dullness in her eyes as her mind began to draw her towards a small rectangular can. "Will this make anything better?" She grasped the can with her scrawny, neglected fingers and staggered towards her unmade bed to draw a plain, lousy circle with the fluid inside the can. "I take it all back." Before climbing into the circle, she wrote a small message on her tattered burgundy rug and lit it with quivering hands. "I wish I had the dignity to apologize." She took an old scarf and wrapped it around her mouth, holding in any future regrets. 'But there really is no reason.' She thought. Her frail limbs carried her towards the bed and she climbed onto it with the utmost care, as if she were hoping not to break it. 'I guess we could blame it on a lot of things, or we could just admit that we were never meant to be; but I've never stopped loving you.' She watched as the area around her began to swallow itself whole, and for a moment there she understood the true meaning of beauty. Her body convulsed and her heart and soul had melted like wax, but she found pleasure in every moment of it. She made no move to scream or fight her inevitable fate, but she was careful not to wreck this incessantly lustful feeling; she was careful not to wreck herself with it.

Carson and her two closest friends, Sophia and Jacob, meet their idols a day before they are set to commit suicide on May the 5th (hence the name hold on till may) But will meeting them change their minds? When the trio meet a new friend, they become a close group of four. but when one of the four turns on the rest of them what will happen to the three original best friends? Everyone will eventually go their separate ways but when Crason joins Pierce The Veil on Warped tour, she runs into someone she never thought she would ever see again... *******THE REASON THERE ARE SO MANY CHAPTERS IS BECAUSE THEY VARY IN LENGTH AND SOME OF THEM ARE UPDATES*******

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy. His bubbly personality and hopeless romantic ways draw Dan in.....and might just change his mind in the thoughts of love.

Dan has been in and out of foster homes since he was 13. One couple 'saves' him and he starts going to a new school. When he helps save a boy he feels strangely attached to, but never met, what will happen? Will they go their separate ways? Or will they fall for each other and discover each others harsh pasts? Will it be to much for Dan and the nameless boy he miraculously calls 'The blue eyed boy'? Or will it be all they ever wanted? Read to find out. **WARNING- SPEAKS OF SELF-HARM, STARVING, ABUSE, BULLYING AND DEATH**

Stella has had problems in her family ever since her sister died. She's been bullied at school so much she's turned to extreme self harm. Stella doesn't like going outside of her house, even worse outside her town. She has one best friend, Chad. Chad takes Stella to go to Warped Tour and they get separated in the crowd, out of fright, Stella faints. She gets rescued by a band and they take a liking to her, although Stella has some social and emotional issues, the members of the band have problems wanting to depart with her, and she finds herself in places she never would've thought herself would be in a million years.

When Dez goes to Warped Tour, she meet's Kellin Quinn and he instantly falls in love with her. She likes him back but doesn't want him to know because she's scared he'll hurt her like her past boyfriends. Will she let him into her life?

I suck at summaries but you know. Kellin and Vic are at a boarding school, Vic was already there, and it starts on the day that Kellin starts there. The story will contain- self-harming(I don't know how easily you guys get triggered but if you need a chat, message me, I'll speak to you.) smut(if you don't like it, don't read it.) fluff COMPLETE GAY-NESS :D ^.^ blah blah, first fic ever... please enjoy :) If you like it, comment, ok thankyou (: DISCLAIMER The band members in this story are not owned by me, they are actual people. The events that take place are not true.

Cyan lives a miserable life always being taunted by her parents and abused verbally and physically. They always find ways to make her feel worthless and try to break her, leading to Cyan only finding comfort in a blade. She hopes to escape her life one way or another. What will happen when Kellin Quinn finds Cyan after a concert, in the middle of self-harm??