Kellin Quinn and Vic Fuentes have always hated each other with a burning passion. Everyone knew that, it was a simple fact. It was as simple as the sky being blue, or the grass being green. Throughout both of their soccer careers, they've had a feud. Now, when they are both accepted into a prestigious college well known for its soccer team, they are forced to get over their differences and play with each other, on the same team. Not only do they have to share a college, but they also have to share a room. Could life get any worse?

Alan thinks he's going to be spending all summer on his own, until his older brother's friend, Austin, finds a way into his life. Together, they begin a series of secret trips at night, when neither can sleep.

'The painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable and painful disease or in an irreversible coma.' Euthanasia. This disease was my life. I want to die, I want to die. I wanted to bleed out right in that bathroom, but he had to stop me; why does he even care? Why would Vic Fuentes, the perfect senior care enough to stop me dying. That's never enough of course, so can he really stop me wanting to die?