No one should ever wake up to the thoughts of slicing their wrist. For Ella that's a daily occurrence She's been through a lot and the only calming thought is that of death. Frustrated with life she writes a letter to her bully The boy who makes her life a nightmare. The reason she believes she has wasted seventeen years of her life suffering when she can be gone and not have to feel the pain of being alive. Dear bully, I'm alive unfortunately Yours Ella Highest ranking 1st on suffer (oh my days thank you guys very much ❤️❤️❤️)

Following the death of Xiao, Aether went back in time with the help of Lumine to fix things up. But in trying to avoid getting caught by the unknown god, Aether was sent way too much back in time and met a boy named Alatus, who was stuffing his face with snow. Available to be read on Archive of Our Own under the same title