. ❝everything is more beautiful because we are doomed. you will never be lovelier than you are now. we will never be here again.❞ -homer, the lliad delaney gets caught up in the dangerous workings of four boys who start to grow on her despite her resistance. one more so than the others. there are a lot of open ended questions in life that cause hurt the longer they go unanswered, and finding answers can consume some people. at least it can lead you to the people you're meant to be with.

"You're my every thought. I couldn't get you out of my head if I tried... don't you get that?" "But can I count on you to never let me forget?" • sequel to "have it all" by sircalyum • book 2 // smut included //

In which a troubled man with a dangerous future meets a selfless girl with a horrifying past. Who knew they would be each other's saving grace? WARNING- This story will contain mature content. ~~~~~~~ "You don't scare me," I braved a strong face as my voice nearly caved and demolished any chance of him buying that. "Oh yeah?" He smiled at this, finding nothing but amusement in my words like the narcissistic control freak he was. Luke stepped forward, cornering me against the hard wall so I had no chance to escape. One hand was pressed against the space next to my head, while he slowly brought his other hand up to my neck. I was frozen in fear and confusion as to what he was about to do, when he suddenly took two fingers and pressed them against my skin. I could feel my pulse thumping against his touch, wishing I could do nothing but slow down my erratic heartbeat to help my case. But with Luke's fingers burning the skin of my neck by his touch and his close proximity to me, I felt like I couldn't breathe properly. "Then why is your heart racing, troublemaker?"

'No questions. I won't ask you about your past, you won't ask about mine. The only past we talk about is ours. And no asking about my problems. Everyone has problems. Everyone can deal with them on their own.' ••••••••• TEN YEARS (2018) ©️EPIHPHANY All Rights Reserved #1 in youngblood [15.11.18] #6 in hemmings [15.11.18] #18 in 5sosfanfiction [23.03.21]

"Can we start over?" he asked as his eyes seeped with sadness. "We've already tried that, Luke! I can't keep giving you so many chances. I'm not sure I could ever give you enough; I mean, how many does it take?" luke hemmings au - inspired by the song 'place in me' by luke hemmings started: 8.14.21 ended:

"but when she looked at him, he was like an ocean and she went back to the girl who couldn't swim." surfer!luke au #281 in fanfiction 12/6/15

"let me increase your dopamine. give me from dusk until dawn to show you what living's like." in which an apartment blackout brings a boy who's done everything, and a girl who's done nothing, together. short story ©️@-lukeniall 2020

in which they let the water wash away their fears

"You're more blind now then you were before."

"I guess that just leaves you and me, then." "What a pity."