It's hard to believe that a boy who didn't believe in love and a boy who didn't believe he could love himself would have much to learn from each other. But it would turn out that way, of course; with everything to gain and even more to lose. As it turned out, both Liam and Jamie needed to learn not to trust the dim lights and neon nights. This is a backwards love story.

Louis Stan has always been an outcast. There is no denying that the walls he has put up between himself and other people are the cause of this but being gay hasn't helped either. However, being an outsider isn't his only problem. Louis has always tried to see the light, even in the darkest times, but with each passing day, it gets harder. He becomes more closed off, not letting the light reach him. But sometimes a voice is all we need to hear. As the soft voice of a caring boy slips through his bedroom wall, Louis finds himself seeing little bits of that light again. But with it, Louis notices the darkness from the past, that he tried to move on from, starts to become illuminated. Will this mystery boy help Louis bring down his walls, or will the past continue to haunt him?

Tyler is a depressed senior boy with insomnia. He spends his nights alone, letting thoughts fill his brain. That is until one night, at 2:45 AM, he gets a text from an unknown number. He doesn't respond at first, but eventually, decides to respond. As time progresses, he grows fond of the person on the other end of the phone. Blaine is a senior jock, who is abused my his dad. He doesn't have many real friends because his dad doesn't allow it. That is until one night, at 2:45, he texts a random number, wanting someone to be there for him. Overtime, their friendship grows, and he finds himself texting this number every day. Will their friendship turn into something more? Will drama get in the way? ⚠️WARNINGS: boyxboy relationship (no smut though); this book will be slightly fast paced, don't hate on the book for it. Its just how i chose to write it. There will be swearing ⚠️

COMPLETED [boyxboy] Carson Hughes is a bright light. Vinny Taylor is an enigma. ** After spending his summer away as a camp counselor, Carson Hughes comes back to his home town for his senior year. Things seem to be just as he left them until he finds out his best friend's brother came out of the closet and cut everybody out of his life. Kind and caring Carson can't help but want to understand this new Vinny. Vinny Taylor is falling, constantly going down and feeling like there's no end. His summer leaves him changed forever. After coming out and alienating himself, he spends most days locked away in his room until Carson comes back to town. Vinny's a mystery yet to be figured out. And Carson is up to the task. WARNING: Some of the content in this book may be triggering for some readers. Chapters with triggering content will have trigger warnings at the top with what the triggering content is. There will not be any graphic or detailed scenes of traumatic or triggering experiences. ~180k words

Ethan is sarcastic and sassy. Will is careless and troubled. When Ethan sees how bad Will is struggling, he decides to help the 20 year old. But in order to help Will, Ethan realizes he must face his own dark past. As feelings and secrets emerge between the two boys, Ethan begins to question if Will is really as straight as he claims to be.

Despite being dealt a bad hand in life, Ev promised to himself to never lose hope. He promised to always strive to find the silver lining. That was until he met him. Healing had never been an option for Daniel. Not with the life he had. And when something can't be healed there is only one way to stop the pain. Ev was no stranger to trauma. But helping someone else go through it when they were still scared to face it seemed almost impossible. And yet losing hope was not an option for him. Trigger warning in the Author's Note. PLEASE READ.