Cut, cut, cut! Rin's only way to escape from the harsh reality of his life is to cut. One day a certain someone checks on Rin and discovers something horrific. Rin is a cutter. (A certain ship is in this story😏) -I don't own any photos (including the cover)-

When all hope is lost would you keep going? Would he still keep going? Why should he? Because that is what fate has decided for him, or what he has decided for himself...

Rin is depressed after his friends discover his heritage. They shun him, call him names when they think he can't hear, and bully him. They make him wish that he could die. He returns to cutting, which he had quit doing when he arrived at the academy. WARNING This fanfic contains -Depression -Self-harm -Cutting -Bully

After the whole incident with Amaimon, Rin has been feeling devastated and depressed. He doesn't know how to feel, act or even exist as everyone is staring at him with glares. The thought of doing something '' stupid '' is always in his mind, will he do it or put off with this behaviour? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After a long-going period of time, this story has finally come to an end. However, I would be glad to see new readers and comments even though it's over! Enjoy the story! I wanted to mention that I do not own Ao no exorcist, this is just another fanfiction ...Also I would like to mention that this story contains some sensitive themes such as self-harm and suicide involved and if you are not feeling comfortable with it's best you avoid reading. Hope you enjoy it!

Rin Okumura has anxiety. It can be that simple, but unfortunately, it isn't. Ever since the fight with Amiamon, and almost getting executed, Rin's anxiety has affected him now more than ever. His old friends hate him, his brother probably thinks he's a burden, and he's just a messed up teenage demon who wants to die. After an ex-wire mission goes horribly wrong for Rin, these events seem to topple over his towering pile of problems. He can't take this much longer. He feels trapped. Emotions stimulate and override his claustrophobia to its endpoint. Can a certain grumpy classmate realize his mistakes and save Rin before it's too late, or will he witness Rin fall so deep that not even he can save the demon boy from the burdens he's trapped in? ***Trigger warning for anxiety, claustrophobia, depression, cutting, panic and anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts/attempt. /// I don't own any of these characters or some preliminary plot points, those belong to the creators of Blue Exorcist. -BoyxBoy if that bothers -Don't plagiarize!! Enjoy!

Basically a little oneshot-type deal about my poor boy Rin. He gets depressed from being bullied, and suicides himself. .......... Just in case any of you are retarded enough to not notice, Blue Excorcist is not my creation, and neither are any of the characters.

Being the bastard son of Satan, Rin Okumara has taken all he can face. Now he is alone and unwanted, and on a journey to define himself, before others can.