Warning: This story contains possible triggers such as depression, self-harm, suicide, and other possible triggers. Ten's family life is good, but when it comes down to his high school career, he'd say it was Hell on Earth. With the scars, both visible and invisible, everything was beginning to take its toll. He was struggling to keep his head aloft- to keep his flame from dying out. But when he is finally pushed over the edge, poor Ten wakes in a hospital, his head throbbing, and unable to remember much of anything like: who's his best friend? Who is his bullies? And why did he make an attempt on his life? A/N: Please read with caution. I do not want anyone to be hurt because of me. I suffer with depression too. Thus, I promise its not my intention to do harm. ♡ I hope the fluff and love can make up for the heartache.

"I think I'm in love with you." "are you okay?"

(requests closed permanently) the second edition to my orginal NCT oneshots book. THERE IS NO SMUT IN HERE FACK OFF

~~~~~~~~~I found my lover!?~~~~~~~~~ 《《《《He is my soulmate!?》》》》》 <<<<Welcome readers to my story>>>>> ~~I was loosing my hope~~ ~~just thinking that~~ ~~Will u leave me?~~ ~~R u sure that u will be with me at my worst~~ ~Coz i need someone to be there for me~ ~I know that I'm not perfect but i hope that u will see my worth~ ~I thought that I've been hurt before but no one ever left me quite this sore~ ~Now need someone to breathe me back to life~ ~I'm waiting at that place where i was first~ ~I see u waiting for me too~ ~just be with me~ ~I can feel u~ ~One step closer ~ i have died everyday waiting for u~ ~Darling, don't be afraid coz i have loved u for rest of my years~ ~I try my best~ ~is one sided love that much difficult?~ ~Every thing has a meaning of itself..~ ~Ppl says truth!? Isn't it better lying rather than breaking hearts?~ ~isn't it better staying quite rather than knowing the truth and ended up being hurted?~ ~what is love?~ ~madness?~ ~or i feel jealous when i see u with someone else~ ~I only wanna make u mine~ ~~I close my eyes and when i opened ~~ <I see u...standing with me...holding my hand...and comes closer and says that u admire me at my worst.> #Just be mine# #For a small time# #Be my shadow# #I wanna be with u in meadows# #Admire my love# #Let's fly away from this world like doves# ~~~Admiring ur worst~~~

"I am sorry" Those were the last three words he heard from Minho as the door of their apartment was slammed into Jisung's face and Minho left him without even looking back for once.

☾ payback is a bad bitch and baby i'm the baddest, you're fucking with a savage. ☽ - renjun's motto +lower case intended+ ! this story exists because i am obsessed with sorry not sorry（╹◡╹） ☞ as always, i am not afliated to sm entertainment or nct. i do not know them personally. their personalities in this fic may not be how they are in real life. ☞ also, do not plagarise my book. i spend time cracking my brain for ideas and writing this book so please do not steal my work-it is not appreciated. i only publish on wattpad so if you see my fic on any other platform(s), do inform me and report the account/person. thank you💚 ☞ this is a boy x boy book, so if u're going to be judging and commenting rude things about the lgbt community, this book isn't for u. 『 in draft: 30th october 2020 publish: 6th january 2021 end: 』

in which jaemin loses feelings and asks to break up with renjun😔 《completed》 +lower case intended+ ☞ as always, i am not afliated to sm entertainment or nct. i do not know them personally. their personalities and sexual preferences in this fic may not be how they are in real life. ☞ also, do not plagarise my book. i spend time cracking my brain for ideas and writing this book so please do not steal my work-it is not appreciated. i only publish on wattpad so if you see my fic on any other platform(s), do inform me and report the account/person. thank you💚 ☞ this is a boy x boy book, so if u're going to be judging and commenting rude things about the lgbt community, this book isn't for u. 『in draft: 15 October 2020 publish: 24 October 2020 end: 05 November 2020』 rankings: #7 in #renmin💗

In which Changbin rejects Jisung everytime he request or talk to him.Until one day,Jisung had enough. *Very short chapters* *Jisung's POVs in every chapter and Changbin's POVs at the end*

*Book no.2* After a few years,living at australia,Felix decided come back to korea and decided to stay with chan.. * If you didn't read the book 1, then you should read the first book before reading this * TW// MCD Start: March 04, 2021 End : April 07, 2021

"Hyung, They said that when you die, you'll be one of the stars..I want to be one of them when I die .." "Please,I can't lose you yet...Stay with me longer.." \\ Hyunjin and Jeongin are friends when they're kids until one day, Jeongin's family decided to move out to Busan because of Jeongin's health..After a few years, Jeongin's family decided to let Jeongin stay with Hyunjin's house..Will Jeongin recognize Hyunjin?Will they stay each other until the end? // // Sad ending