[ DISCONTINUED ASF LAUGHS SORRY YALL. CHECK OUT MY ONESHOT BOOK INSTEAD THOSE ARE DOPE WINK WONK ] ( n. ) the phobia of dying or losing someone you love . --- a book in which two male teenagers are frenemies , but one falls in love . --- " alec , do you promise to always be my bud ? even when things are rocky ? " " i can't promise , but i'll definitely always try to be with you . and you ? " " i swear , cross my heart and hope to die . but please don't leave me . " --- Yandere High AU Evan X Alec ( if you have a better description , please send it so i can go over it and then maybe use it !! )