my heart can't be in 2020 when it belongs in 1970. - this piece is completely unedited (original work by the author) - re-upload of 'Flowers from 1970' by astr0nomika. - book cover art creds go to @Mr_sapitusnapitus

We're back with another story :D the whole theme is mental health and this Grian-centric in Hermitcraft. If anyone who is in this book expresses that they are uncomfortable with being written in fan fiction, let me know and i will change the character's names / undergo editing for this whole book to change it / delete this book :) TW: Self harm (this is a main topic in this book) Swearing Mental health stuff Eating disorders Abuse/ child abuse Implications of death Suicide/mentions Vomiting (being sick) Mentions of drowning Panic attacks Injury IMPORTANT// - Please don't trauma dump or post PERSONAL information in my comment sections please!! :P I have to manually delete the comments and if you do it too much I will just block you from this point on! I will be adding this to all my stories beforehand as well. By the way this is not a watcher/yandere high/evo fan fictions. There will be slight mentions of evo and him as a child but nothing that actually happened in the series's <33 * ex is canon in this * there is no shipping * this is not smut i do not write smut sorry Started: 25.06.2022 Finished: 23.10.2022 Best tags: n1. Hermit - 23.07.2022 n1. Hermit - 30.08.2022 n3. Hermitcraft - 17.09.2022 n1. Mumbojumbo - 29.11.2022 n1. Mumbo - 22.11.2023

Bdubs finds out he is dying and there's only one person who can save him... Lots of fluff and angst Cover by me! Message me with any requests :)

This is a sad DNF story I hope you enjoy this I know I enjoyed thinking of this Main characters: George- georgenotfound Clay- Dream Nick- Sapnap Karl- Karljacobs. Will- Wilbur Niki-niachu (I can't spell I hope that how you spell her name) Toby-tubbo/bee boy. Tommy-Tommyinnit Darryl-badboyhalo Zak-Skeppy Phil-Philza Mark-Ranboo Kristen-Philzas wife DO NOT REPOST PLEASE EVEN IF YOU @ ME PLEASE DO NOT REPOST BECAUSE IM THE ORIGINAL CREATOR I DONT WANT OTHER PEOPLE GETTING CREDIT FOR WHAT I MADE THANK TOU!!

„I love you George, to the moon and back, remember?" ⚠️ TW ⚠️ Suicide, panic, Death, illness,drinking(just for fun) I CRIED MULTIPLE TIMES WHILE WRITING THIS LOL Don't expect a happy end If anyone named in this story wants it deleted, i will Start: 1st of January 2021 Ending: 4th February 2021 [picture on the Cover doesn't belong to me]

Why wasn't anyone noticing? Was it not obvious he was sad? How come nobody had realised when George only wore long sleeves? What would it take for them to see he needed help? He wanted help. He needed help. How could he get it without asking - because asking was scary and he would do anything besides ask. Even if it tore him apart. Then someone realised. #1 ❣️georgenotfound - 28/10/21 #1 ❣️eatingdisorder - 28/09/21 #1 ❣️ selfharmawareness - 09/10/21 #1 ❣️angst - 15/10/21 #2 ❣️dnf - 29/10/21 #3 ❣️karlnap - 07/10/21 #3 ❣️dreamnotfound - 17/10/21 #7 ❣️sapnap - 30/10/21 #7 ❣️dreamwastaken - 30/10/21 #9 ❣️dreamnotfound - 15/10/21 #10❣️georgenotfound - 25/10/21 #13❣️dream - 28/10/21 -finished 08/10/21- - cover by li-wri (tumblr) or liwri_art (insta) -

Dream downs a bottle of pills and his last instinct is to call George and tell him all he wished he could have said before. Based on the song "happiest year of my life" VERY VERY EXTREAM ANGST WARNING!!!!! TW- s*cide

"Why are you crying?" "Cause I'm not normal" "Here, eat some Doritos, they always make me happy" ***** The one where Luke's always eating Doritos, but Ashton never seems to be eating anything #8- Lashton Trigger Warning: anorexia, self harm, abuse, rape- please please be careful when you read this

George is doing fine... through Dreams eyes. Oh the things people can hide. Tw - Panic attacks Anxiety attacks Eating disorder Physical assault Rude language Depression Attempt suicide Suicide of other people Death Pills addiction Suicide-ish (you will see what I mean) Rape/Sexual assault Verbal assault

George, Dream, and Sapnap find themselves trapped in Minecraft. They get to work speedrunning as safely as possible, but unforeseen obstacles get in their way over and over. As things get slowly worse and worse, they can either accept the new reality and cope, or survive in denial. ____ This is not related to "Free the Game, Beat the End" despite the similar name. It wasn't an influence bc I haven't read it. This is entirely separate and mine, please don't compare them. ____ This took a year to write, starting in December 2020 (so it's dated.) Just keep in mind that it's before the first fall of L'Manberg, around the first Tales of the SMP, after Roadtrip came up but before Mask, before any of them met up irl besides George and Wilbur. ____ TW // blood, slight gore, claustrophobia, implied vomiting I probably should rate it mature, but it's up to you to read or not. Contains sexual jokes and flirting, swearing, deep and mature themes. My work always has twists and turns. ____ A billion thanks to the cover artist Anjitriestodraw for slaving away countless hours just to make it unique for me and better than I ever hoped <3