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I swear | bsd |  Soukoku ✔ by Causeofdeath-Soukoku
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❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes
Fading Away by cold_soba_lover
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| Depressed! Deku x Bakugou | ▪︎▪︎▪︎ Completed ✓ ▪︎○▪︎○▪︎○▪︎ It wasn't the fact that he was afraid of heights, he never had any trouble standing above ground either, he was just scared of what he might do. He wasn't scared of heights. He was scared of himself. ▪︎○▪︎○▪︎○▪︎○▪︎ (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʳⁱᵍᵍᵉʳⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉᵐᵉˢ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵇᵒᵒᵏ ˢᵒ ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᶜᵃᵘᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵃˡᵏ ᵗᵒ ⁱ ᵃᵐ ʰᵉʳᵉ ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵒʷⁿ ᵃⁿʸ ᵒᶠ ᵗᵒ ᵃʳᵗ ʷᵒʳᵏ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵇᵒᵒᵏ ᵃˡˡ ᶜʳᵉᵈⁱᵗ ᵍᵒᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ᵃʳᵗⁱˢᵗˢ ⁿᵒʳ ᵃⁿʸ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵇⁿʰᵃ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ʳᵃⁿᵏⁱⁿᵍˢ : #1 depressedeku #1 suicidaldeku #1 lostmemories #1 saddeku #1 uraraka #1 Bakudeku #1 Erasermic #3 ptsd #3 anxietydisorder #8 depressed #33 suicidal
Frailty  /Depressed! Deku x Bakugou/ by cold_soba_lover
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/Depressed! Deku x Bakugou/ "Now then, tell me why you insist on denying something is wrong? You have been engaging in extreme self-destructive behavior; starving yourself, smoking your mind out, cutting yourself... So again, I ask you: Why don't you accept that something isn't right?" "Because I have to be perfect..!" . . . The war was over, and everything was fine. Sure, lives were lost, and some had to be left behind, but victory was the heroes, so why? Why did nothing feel okay? tw eating disorders purging self harm panic attacks cussing depression . . . I don't own any of the art, I just found them on pinterest :> 0; credit to artists!! Bakudeku #1 Depressed #1 Recovery #3 Depressedizuku #2
Their Broken Omega (KiriKamiDeku) by lyzard_fan_fics
lyzard_fan_fics
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•Rankings• #6 in kamideku #32 in kirideku #29 todobaku #177 in trauma *third book in the kirikamideku series* It's been a long month or so for Midoriya, Kirishima, and Kaminari. From not being able to be together because of Izuku's omega statues in the pro world, to Izuku being dragged to America and his father trying to sell him in an illegal omega trafficking circle, these three mates have been through the works. But now they're finally together. After heading back to Japan, they all return to UA High school, in hope of becoming pros one day, but the trauma of the past week and a half hasn't left Izuku. From constant panic attacks, anorexia, and complete submission to any alpha, Izuku is far from what he used to be. Will his mates be able to help him through it? Not only will they have to overcome the lingering trauma, but as more questions start to receive answers, will it be to much for them to handle? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Their Freckled Omega* *Their Abused Omega* *Their Broken Omega* Here it is! The third book is finally out! Sorry for the wait guys!❤️💚💛
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End my pain - depressed deku by ShadeSloth
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Trigger Warning! Depression, Anxiety, Eating disorders, Panic attacks, Depressive thoughts, Cursing, Self-harm, Suicidal thoughts Cover art by: Not sure (please tell me if you know) Started January 26, 2020 Completed February 23, 2020
The afterlife(depressed Deku×Bakugo) by softxburies
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⚠️W A R N I N G⚠️ This story contains: self harm suicide eating disorder depression rape etc. One of those Depressed stories yeeyee and one of those bakudeku stories if you wanna know what happens just read the story lol. highest Ranks: #185 depressed #4 depresseddeku #47 katsudeku #31 dekubaku #145 BakuDeku Yes I made the cover all by myself(not the art so creds to owners) but the editing I did that. so pls give credits if u repost/use Update: Part 1: complete Part 2: complete Part 3: complete Part 4: complete Part 5: complete Part 6: complete Part 7: complete Part 8: complete Part 9 complete Part 10: complete Extra part: complete
Left out | KiriKamiDeku by MochiCookie7
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Deku was in a happy poly relationship with Todoroki and Bakugo for three months... at least that's what he thought. He's been feeling more and more left out lately, and he doesn't know why his two boyfriends have been so distant with him. What happens when he overhears a conversation he wasn't meant to? !¡Cover art isn't mine, I'm making a new cover soon!¡💕 TW: • Self harm • Possible smut • Skipping meals • Semi-toxic TodoBakuDeku • A little angst • Possible panic attacks • Tics • Physical/mental abuse • Sexual assault • R*pe • Intrusive thoughts • Eating disorders and mentions of eating disorders • Anxiety • Panic disorders • Dissociation • Depression • Mentions of PTSD Most impressive rankings: #3 in leftout #16 in todobakudeku #2 in kirikamideku #4 in kamikirideku #3 in prettygay #8 in verygay
Not Okay  (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive
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A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!
I'm a mess, I'm a loser, I'm Deku! {Villain Deku} by Crack_Fanfiction
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Da, wo ein Herz sein sollte, ist ein Nest mit Spinnen. Da, wo ein Gedächnis sein sollte, ist ein Schallplattenspieler mit Lügen. Da, wo eine Macke sein sollte, ist eine Pistole. Der Satz seines geliebten Vorbildes All Might macht ihn krank. Die Vergangenheit versucht er zu verdrängen. Die Nachrichten, die Zeitung, die Gerüchte über Helden, die für Frieden und Gerechtigkeit sorgen, machen aus seinem Leben einen alltäglichen Albtraum. "Deku", inzwischen 20 Jahre alt, ist sein eigener Held geworden. Mit Pistole in der Hand und Stolz in seinen Augen erfüllt er sich seinen Traum, den ihm alle brechen wollten: Mit einem Lächeln andere, unschuldige Leute retten, die in Reichweite waren. Midoriya Izuku, 20 Jahre alt (15. Juli), gesuchter Schurke/Massenmörder. Macke: Keine Macke vorhanden