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Our Love Under The Spotlight  by BillsBosaNova
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-a sequal to the personal assistant... Bella Cruz thought confessing her love to Billie Eilish would be the most terrifying moment of her life. She was wrong. As Billie embarks on the European leg of the Hit Me Hard and Soft tour, Bella travels beside her, stepping fully into her world. New cities blur together, nights stretch long, and the distance from home grows heavier. For the first time, the world isn't just watching Billie Eilish. It's watching them. Paparazzi photos leak. Rumors spread, fan speculation turns invasive. Online hate chips away at Bella's confidence, her sense of belonging, and her place in Billie's life. Every comment, every headline, makes her wonder if she was ever meant to stand in this spotlight... While Bella struggles to stay afloat, Billie faces her own storm. Between emotionally charged performances,the pressure of filming a high-profile James Cameron project in Manchester, Billie leans on Bella more than ever. The stakes are higher, the expectations heavier, and the safety nets thinner. Maggie isn't always there to catch them when things spiral. Responsibility piles up, and Bella -once the steady force holding everything together... begins to crack. Jealousy creeps in quietly. Surrounded by glamorous co-stars, powerful creatives, and people who seem to belong effortlessly in Billie's orbit, Bella forces smiles she doesn't feel and swallows insecurities she doesn't voice. She keeps supporting, keeps serving, keeps loving. As their relationship deepens, Bella is forced to confront who she is outside of service, outside of survival, outside of loving someone at the center of the world. Distance, jealousy, and the weight of public scrutiny test them in ways neither expected. Loving each other was easy in private, learning how to protect that love under a spotlight is something else entirely. At the heart of it all lies one question: Can love survive the spotlight... or does it burn brighter because of it?
Mon Coeur - Billie Eilish Age Regression Story by Lovelyxeilish_23
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Sophie Morelle didn't believe in coincidences-until the night a stranger helped her through a panic attack at a quiet Los Angeles bus stop. She didn't know the girl's name, only the warmth in her voice. But when that same voice walks into the record store where Sophie works, everything shifts. As Sophie begins to heal, Billie faces her own quiet discovery - learning that sometimes softness isn't weakness, and that needing comfort doesn't make her broken. This is a wlw, slow-burn story about timing, music, and the strange ways people find each other again. ----- 🕊️ Themes: gentle age regression / caregiver-comfort dynamics, emotional healing, slow romance. ⚠️ Trigger warnings: childhood abuse, alcohol consumption, and eventual explicit sexual content (Smut will be entirely separate from regression-related scenes and will be marked as well). (This list will be updated as the story develops and on relevant chapters.)
Ring Bearer by billiesauthorLopez
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Lelani Aurora Gomez, aka Lela, is an ER Nurse located in Anaheim. A city half an hour away from L.A. She loves music, her cat, and of course. The motorcycle life. Lela loves the independent, high standard lifestyle, but all of that changes when her and her friends bought themselves tickets to Billie Eilish's HIT ME HARD AND SOFT concert. She got pit of course, and finds herself involved with Ms. Eilish when one of her rings go missing.. A/N: This story will contain smut, graphics, cursing, and this is your ONLY warning. If you do not like it, you may leave or skip over it.
call me back | b.e by antisocialeilish
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billie eilish texts the wrong number and never expects her to discover the real identity of the weirdo sending her messages.
trouble | b.e by antisocialeilish
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she left to forget. now she's back-and so is everything she tried to bury. charlie was never supposed to come home. not after the falling out with her childhood best friend, not after the accident that left her physically and emotionally scarred, and definitely not after she lost herself somewhere along the way. but when life leaves her no choice, she returns to the one place that holds both her fondest memories...and her deepest heartbreak. back in the town she called home once upon a time, charlie has to face the ghosts of her past: therapy sessions she doesn't want, a future she's unsure of, and billie eilish-the girl she once called her best friend, and maybe something more. time has changed them. secrets still linger. and feelings? they never really went away. is it too late for second chances? or is this the moment charlie finally lets herself be loved the way she'd always dreamed?
voicemail | b.e by antisocialeilish
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angel monarch, a world famous poet, gets asked to help write a song with finneas o'connell and billie eilish after moving to new york. the only problem is, angel's identity is hidden. writing a song proves pretty difficult but they make it work. over the weeks angel catches feelings, but it's okay because billie is never gonna discover her real identity, right?
Approaching Her - Billie Eilish by purewing
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- "Oh, just shut up and smash your lips into mines, kinda like the bruised feeling you're leaving on them." She says placing her thumb on my lower lip, while touching my upper lip with her green, long nail. - "Aren't they already full of unconventional states of mind?" I ask tilting my head one sided, softly caressing her arm with my fingers, just one followed by the other one. Teasing the Hell out of her is my passion mixed up with the ungodly pleasure she uses to give me. Such an addictive type of love. Christine, a bartender moving out to Highland-park, learns about Billies existence. They get off on the wrong foot from the first beginning not for more but Billie's tendency of expressing her rough emotions through loud music at 3 am, causing Chris headaches. They learn how easygoing life can be after they taste each other's dreams, state of minds, experiences and bodies. It turns out Billie is hiding something from Christine. Billie - g!p girlxgirl Contains sexual/smut content along with suicide mentions Read @ your own risk. start: 11.02.2021 #3 in billie - 24.02.2021 #2 in billieeilish - 26.02.2021 #12 in lgbt - 11.04.2022 #28 in girl - 28.02.2021 #20 in gxg - 11.04.2022 cover: @me
Tight Schedules, Loose Hearts/Billie eilish FF/WLW by Billiescomet76
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Being on a world tour is nothing new for Billie Eilish. But when her old manager gets fired, and Harper-sharp, stunning, and maddeningly professional-steps in, things start to feel... different. Harper's rule is simple: no mixing business with pleasure. But Billie's charm, wit, and raw vulnerability chip away at Harper's walls. And Billie? She's falling too-but fear, fame, and forbidden feelings make it hard to breathe. In a world full of cameras, pressure, and packed schedules, how do you stay professional when your heart's off-script?
Sleepless Nights | Billie Eilish by bethrirtyfour
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This is a story about how a single text to the wrong number changed Anna's life. A simple Brazilian girl, capturing the beauty of life through her art and her eyes. This is a story about love.
billie eilish // behind the camera by daddyb1ll1e
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At 22, Madison Cole is an aspiring actress with every advantage-wealth, connections, and a last name that opens doors in Hollywood. But privilege doesn't guarantee talent or fame, and Madison is eager to prove she's more than just a product of nepotism. When her powerful father orchestrates a PR relationship between her and global pop star Billie Eilish, Madison reluctantly agrees, knowing it could fast-track her rise. What begins as a carefully staged performance soon gets complicated. Billie is magnetic, guarded, and nothing like Madison expected. As their fake relationship plays out under the relentless gaze of the public, real feelings start to surface-blurring the line between spotlight and sincerity. What will spark when the cameras stop rolling?