This is a Jamaican story of how Shantina struggles to find love and during the process some unexpected things cause her to question her sexuality and to wonder if love is really for her or if she is to be forever betrayed by those she loves. Contains indecent language, crime, violence, lgbtq scenes, anxiety issues, sensual scenes. This book includes some of the narrations and most dialogue is in Creole. This book is made up. It's a specialty coming straight from the author's imagination. Read and Enjoy!!!!

"Look at me" He demanded. I flinched at the tone he used but lifted my head to look at him. I stared at the wall behind him. I couldn't look at him. "Into my eyes" He added in the same tone. I took a deep breath and landed my gaze on him. I saw a ghost of a smile form on his lips. He seemed happy but I could see his eyes watering, making his inky blue eye color appear lighter. "You never look at me" He whispered. I could hear a crack in his voice. "Before you I thought I was nothing-" He smiled bitterly, "-but when you look at me I feel like I'm worth something. Weird right?" My heart was beating loudly as he got closer. This is a spin off for Nate from 'Her Guardian'. It can be read as a stand alone but you can read the previous book if you want to get a better understanding of the story