having to suffer alone from lack of emotional connnection with other people, abuse and pressure is not so simple, and by describing this boy's life you can see that very clearly. After years of keeping everything to himself, Bakugo finally crumbles and realizes that his facade even tricked himself into thinking he was strong, now he needs to learn to trust himself and others again while the dead still haunts him and makes him lose his mind. ~WARNINGS~ - self-harm - mental illness - panic attacks - suicidal thoughts ~ART NOT MINE~

There is much more to Bakugou Katsuki than meets the eye. When the class tries to break down his walls, they find things that shock them to their core. !! TRIGGER WARNING !! This story contains abuse, self-harm, all that stuff! *All poems used in this story are written by me so please don't copy them*

warning: mentions of bullying, rape, and abuse. more will be noted on top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ rem sleep is important to your sleep cycle because it stimulates the areas of your brain that are essential in learning and making or retaining memories. but sometimes, it's best just to wake up.

warning: intense angst, suicidal tendencies, and depressing thoughts and actions. others will be noted on-top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ invalidation; a form of relational trauma which, over time, harms the brain and nervous system, and also results in the disintegration of any healthy bonds of connection, and dissolution of trust in others.

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

What if the mission to save Bakugou failed? What if Shigaraki caught the blond hot head and brought him back with the villains? What if Bakugou finally realized that they're not coming back for him... What if they lose Bakugou all together.

warning; parental neglect, abusive material, depressing thought, suicidal tendencies. others will be noted on-top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ a "Bloodline" is defined as a set of ancestors or line of descent of a person. but, in turn, certain bloodlines aren't meant to be continued

!on hiatus! (For how long? Who knows. When is the next chapter? Who knows. Why aren't I writing the next chapter? because I'm lacking something and that something is called motivation </3) Everyone thinks katsuki is fine. No one ever notices anything wrong. What will happen when class 1A go on a class trip and Kirishima and katsuki are forced to be in the same cabin? Will Kirishima and the class find out something is wrong or will the secret never be leaked? !warnings! •depression• •selfharm• •swearing• •insomnia• •bullying• •sexual abuse• •suicidal thoughts• •eating disorder• Disclaimer, the first couple of chapters are written bad. The other chapters too don't get me wrong but the first couple of chapters are kinda really bad so yeah. Do what you want with that information. I suck at writing and languages in general, don't expect some epic writing skills.

*this is an au I saw on TikTok* Jump au "why don't you pray you'll be born with a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive of the roof of the building" and that's exactly what midoriya did he now haunts UA, the place he always wanted to go there's been rumours amongst the students about a ghost haunting the school rumours are rumours right? that's what shouto todoroki thought until he saw the spirit himself

TW: mention of suicide, suicide notes, and death (Sakata is not a character in the original mha) "Well even if things don't go as I hope I am confident in both of me and Todoroki's abilities, especially considering who we are up against. I am also surprised that you aren't talking with Jiro, considering you and her will be fighting All Might." Sakata says "I don't need to talk with her. I can take him." Bakugo responds "Although I admire your confidence Bakugo, I think a bit more of a realistic look on the situation may improve your chance of beating him." "Why does everyone talk about how amazing All Might is all the time?" "This is not specific to All Might Bakugo. I would say this to you no matter who you were fighting." "You literally just said that you were confident that you would win." "I am confident that we will win but I am still thinking of strategies and possible outcomes. You said that you don't need to do that because you would win no matter what. It is very different Bakugo." "Whatever. And stop saying my name so much." "Why?" "Cause it's annoying, obviously." "I understand." Bakugo looks over at screen Sakata had been staring at their entire conversation. The people fighting were Aoyama and Uraraka and they had just passed their exam. "Oh damn, I guess I wasn't really paying attention." He says. "I can give you a recap if you are interested." "Nah, I'll just pretend like I know everything that happened." "Its not good to lie." "Well it's also not good to make people uncomfortable and that doesn't stop you." Uraraka walks in. "Oh hey, you did really good." Bakugo says. "He's lying, he did not pay attention to your match." Bakugo gives her a look. "Well I don't have to watch your match. I know that your a good fighter and so I know that you did good." Uraraka chuckles. "Thanks Bakugo, even if you didn't pay attention." Bakugo looks over at Sakata and gives her a smug look.