having to suffer alone from lack of emotional connnection with other people, abuse and pressure is not so simple, and by describing this boy's life you can see that very clearly. After years of keeping everything to himself, Bakugo finally crumbles and realizes that his facade even tricked himself into thinking he was strong, now he needs to learn to trust himself and others again while the dead still haunts him and makes him lose his mind. ~WARNINGS~ - self-harm - mental illness - panic attacks - suicidal thoughts ~ART NOT MINE~

There is much more to Bakugou Katsuki than meets the eye. When the class tries to break down his walls, they find things that shock them to their core. !! TRIGGER WARNING !! This story contains abuse, self-harm, all that stuff! *All poems used in this story are written by me so please don't copy them*

warning: mentions of bullying, rape, and abuse. more will be noted on top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ rem sleep is important to your sleep cycle because it stimulates the areas of your brain that are essential in learning and making or retaining memories. but sometimes, it's best just to wake up.

warning: intense angst, suicidal tendencies, and depressing thoughts and actions. others will be noted on-top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ invalidation; a form of relational trauma which, over time, harms the brain and nervous system, and also results in the disintegration of any healthy bonds of connection, and dissolution of trust in others.

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

What if the mission to save Bakugou failed? What if Shigaraki caught the blond hot head and brought him back with the villains? What if Bakugou finally realized that they're not coming back for him... What if they lose Bakugou all together.

warning; parental neglect, abusive material, depressing thought, suicidal tendencies. others will be noted on-top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ a "Bloodline" is defined as a set of ancestors or line of descent of a person. but, in turn, certain bloodlines aren't meant to be continued

It's mental health week! Bakugou's been trying to come clean from his self-harm, but the knife lures him back, every single time. What's he to do when his mom abuses him, he gets harassed at school because the angel "Izuku Midoriya" let slip that he was bullied, and he's soon to be going deaf because of his quirk? Hopefully, someone can save him from this abyss, but... Inspired by "Forget Me When I'm Gone" by ForgottenVoid. Their book is way better than mine :D

!on hiatus! (For how long? Who knows. When is the next chapter? Who knows. Why aren't I writing the next chapter? because I'm lacking something and that something is called motivation </3) Everyone thinks katsuki is fine. No one ever notices anything wrong. What will happen when class 1A go on a class trip and Kirishima and katsuki are forced to be in the same cabin? Will Kirishima and the class find out something is wrong or will the secret never be leaked? !warnings! •depression• •selfharm• •swearing• •insomnia• •bullying• •sexual abuse• •suicidal thoughts• •eating disorder• Disclaimer, the first couple of chapters are written bad. The other chapters too don't get me wrong but the first couple of chapters are kinda really bad so yeah. Do what you want with that information. I suck at writing and languages in general, don't expect some epic writing skills.

*this is an au I saw on TikTok* Jump au "why don't you pray you'll be born with a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive of the roof of the building" and that's exactly what midoriya did he now haunts UA, the place he always wanted to go there's been rumours amongst the students about a ghost haunting the school rumours are rumours right? that's what shouto todoroki thought until he saw the spirit himself